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cÖvq Pvi w`b nj GKUvbv weQvbvq wcV †j‡M Av‡Q , AvR `yÕevi †`qvj a‡i a‡i Kjcv‡o hvIqv nj wb‡Ri gv_vq wb‡RB cvwb Xvjvi Rb¨ | R¡i mv‡_ ewg, gv_vq cvwb Xvjvi †KD †bB G evwo‡Z, hviv i‡q‡Q Zv‡`i Kv‡Q  wb‡Ri kvixwiK  Amy¯’¨Zvi K_v Rvbv‡bv XvK evwR‡q e¨vÄYv †kvbvi mgZzj¨ | kixi Lvivc wb‡q ï‡q _vK‡j †eva nq †fuvZv Kíbv ¸‡jv aviv‡jv n‡q I‡V| e¨vw³MZ wKQz A¯^w¯Í  cÖ‡Z¨‡KiB _v‡K .. †m¸‡jv fve‡Z bv PvB‡jI †Rvi K‡i g‡b Av‡m| Avevi Zvi dvuK ‡duvKi w`‡qI gv_v e¨v_v, †cU †gvPo, kix‡ii Ab¨b¨ A‡½i R¡vjv‡cvov AbyfzwZ gv_v Pvov w`‡q I‡V| Gcvk Ny‡i ï‡q _vK‡j g‡b nq Icvk wd‡i ï‡jB Avivg jvM‡e, Avevi Icv‡k Nyi‡jI GKB Ae¯’v.... KLbI g‡b nq wPZ n‡q ï‡q †`Lv hvK, KLbI g‡b nq ewg n‡e eywS, Aek¨ GUv n‡jI gv_v wSg wSg LvwbKUv  Kg‡Zv| Avevi  KLbI Aw¯’i g‡bi GKvšÍ PvIqv- GKUz hw` Nyg Avm‡Zv ! wb‡Ri kixi wb‡q GZ fvebv n‡Z _vK‡j gv_v Ggwb‡ZB wSgwSg Ki‡e| wKš‘ Nygnxb †Pv‡L wPšÍvwenxb †R‡M _vKv Am¤¢e, e¯‘Z gvby‡li ¯œvqy †gv‡UI Ajm bq... myeyw× ev Kzeyw× †h‡Kvb GKUv †e‡Q wb‡q me©`v GUv mwµq| bvn& GLb Avi kix‡ii †cQ‡b wPšÍvi LiP evov‡e bv  Aw`ª| gv‡qi †`Iqv bvg Aw`ª, ÔAw`ª Õ Gi kvwãK A_© ce©Z,  Z‡e bv‡gi ¸‡b wKbv wVK Rvbv †bB -  Òce©‡Zi gZB AUj e¨vw³‡Z¡i cÖKvk Lye †QvU‡ejv †_‡KB Aw`ªi ¯^fv‡eÓ..... GUv gv‡qi gšÍe¨ |  Aek¨ ¯‹z‡j fwZ©i mgq evev  Aw`ª bvgwU widvBb K‡i Aw`ªZv bv‡g iæc `vb K‡i‡Qb| †g‡q‡`i bv‡gi D”PviY †g‡qjx †g‡qjx †kvbv‡ZB n‡e, KviY cÖv_wgKfv‡e bv‡gi gva¨‡gB bvix cyiæ‡li g‡a¨ cv_©K¨ wbiæcY Kiv nq| bvg ivLvi †ÿ‡Î ev½vjx mgv‡R wK myÿè †iIqvR! †hgb Pvu` †K KviI bvg wnmv‡e e¨venvi Kiv n‡j  - †Q‡j mšÍv‡bi †ejvq Zvi bvg †`Iqv nq mivmwi ÔPvu`Õ ev ÔP›`ªÕ , Avi †g‡q mšÍv‡bi †ejvq Zvi bvg †`Iqv  nq Pw›`ªgv , Pvu‡`vqv  wKsev  Pvu`bx| A_P GB wbwin Pvu` c„w_exi GKUvB DcMÖn, †hUvi cyswj½ ev ¯¿xwj½ m~PK †Kvb iæc †bB | Z‡e Aw`ª bvgUvB Ii cQ‡›`i | eÜzivI Aw`ª e‡j Wv‡K, GKgvÎ evev Wv‡Kb  Aw`ªZv e‡j | wPšÍviv Ab¨ iv¯Ívq †gvo wb‡jI Avevi wcQz Uvb wb‡q kix‡iB G‡m coj, nvq kixi ! GB kix‡ii g‡a¨B Rb¥ †bq Ab¨ Av‡iK Rxe‡bi Aw¯ÍZ¡| mf¨Zvi †cvkv‡K Ave„Z n‡jI GB RMr mskvi bvgK  KviLvbvq  cÖavb KvuPvgvj n‡”Q kixi, GUvi †WU G·c¨vqvi n‡j wKsev cPb ai‡j mivmwi Pvjvb nq AÜKvi welvZzi b`©gvq |

AvR wb‡Ri kixi †K Lye †ewk g~j¨nxb g‡b n‡”Q Aw`ªi, †h kix‡i Av‡iKwU cÖv‡Yi mÂvi n‡Z bv n‡ZB S‡i hvq †mUv‡K wK e‡j? †h Rwg‡Z k‡m¨i exR A¼zwiZ n‡qI Pviv MvQ evuvPv‡bv hvqbv wbðq Zv‡K Abye©i Rwg ejv nq,  Wv³v‡ii fvqvq  - aviY ÿgZv Zzjbv g~jK Kg nIqvq Kb‡md K‡iI Aw`ª Zvi RV‡i cÖv‡Yi Aw¯ÍZ¡ †K wUwK‡q ivL‡Z cv‡iwb| g‡b n‡”Q GKUv iw½b ¯^cœ †f‡½ M‡j iw³g Zij iæ‡c wbt‡kl n‡q hv‡”Q....  K‡qK w`‡bi g‡a¨ †Pv‡Li  DcKz‡jI Kvj‡P cjj R‡g D‡V‡Q ....

Aw`ª evg nvZ Lvbv Zj‡c‡U †i‡L g„`y Pv‡c a‡i KvZ n‡q D‡V emj Lv‡Ui gvS eivei, Wvb nvZ evwo‡q Rvbvjv Ly‡j w`j| GB Rvbvjv Uv A‡nv‡ivn gy³ evqy †meb Ki‡Z cv‡ibv| ‡`qv‡ji †Kvj †N‡l gvbyl PjvP‡ji miæ iv¯Ív m„wó nevi ci †_‡KB N‡ii †fZiUv †jvKPÿzi AšÍiv‡j ivLevi cÖqv‡m IUv Lyjv eviY| NiI †hb wVK N‡ivbxi gZ| Ni Zvi wb‡Ri B‡”Q‡Z Rvbvjv Ly‡j evB‡ii Av‡jv evZvm wb‡Z cv‡ibv.......N‡ivbx B‡”Q Ki‡jB †NvgUv DuPz K‡i gy‡Li Avuavi mwi‡q wb‡R‡K Av‡jvwKZ Ki‡Z cv‡i,..  Z‡e N‡ivbx  B‡”Qi `yqvi Ly‡j †`q B‡”Q K‡iB |

Rvbvjvi evB‡i mvwi mvwi wbg MvQ, Aw`ª fvebvi mv‡_ cvjøv w`‡q `y †PvL f‡i meyR ‡`L‡Q | cÖexY Mv‡Qi ZiæY  kvLvq  KwP cvZvi  bvPvbvwP | ‰ekv‡Li `ycy‡i  hw`I mey‡Ri gv‡S m‡ZRZvi NvUwZ c‡o‡Q, cvwbi R‡b¨ Lv Lv Ki‡Q †hb, cvZv ¸‡jv †Kgb wSwg‡q i‡q‡Q | wVK Aw`ªi gZ wK ? Avevi cvwb wccvmvi K_v †R‡M DVj g‡b | weQvbvi cv‡k †Uwe‡ji Dci  ïb¨‡c‡U  cvwbi RMUv Lvov| av‡i Kv‡Q †KD †bB †h cvwb †P‡q MjvUv †fRv‡e| wb‡R‡KB DV‡Z n‡e, wKš‘ D‡V `vuov‡jB gv_vUv  wSg wSg  K‡i| Bgb cv‡k _vK‡j  I‡K ejv †hZ GK Møvm cvwb G‡b `vI, I wK  mwZ¨B G‡b w`Z cvwb ? nqZ w`Z, nqZ w`Z bv | mKvj 8 Uv †_‡K ivZ 12Uv ch©šÍ I †Kej wb‡Ri cÖ‡dkb wb‡qB e¨v¯Í, evwK mgq GKvšÍ wb‡R‡K wb‡q| Bg‡bi GKvšÍ wb‡Ri welq ¸‡jvi g‡a¨ Aw`ªi †Kvb Qvqv †bB.... Aw`ª †Kej MZvbyMwZK  wbqg †g‡b Bg‡bi  Ô¯¿xÕ |  G evwo‡Z evuavaiv AvPv‡i cÖPvwiZ  Ôeo eDÕ cwiP‡q GKRb m`m¨ gvÎ | Avi cvuP mvZUv m`m¨i gZ G evwo‡Z †L‡q c‡i w`b KvUv‡bvi R‡b¨ Aw`ªi cwiPq Uv †Kvb we‡klZ¡ enb K‡ibv |

K‡qK w`b ci kixi  A‡bKUv  fv‡jv  jvM‡Q| AvR Kzg‡ov kv‡Ki fZv© Avi wPswo gvQ fvRv w`‡q Mig fvZ †L‡Z Lye B‡”Q Ki‡Q | gv‡qi Kv‡Q _vK‡j gv‡K ej‡Z cvi‡Zv Aw`ª, wKš‘ kïi evwo‡Z Lvevi B‡”Qi K_v Rvbv‡bv Uv ms‡Kv‡Pi , Avi †mUv j¾vi LvuPv‡Z AvU‡K ivLvB †kvfbxq| hw`I GB B‡”Qi K_v cÖKv‡k Aw`ª †Zgb Amyweav †eva Ki‡Q  bv, Z‡e cÖKvk cieZx© cwiw¯’wZUv Kíbv K‡i wcQzUvb wbj,  me B‡”Q gv‡qi Kv‡Q ejvi Rb¨ Rgv n‡”Q| KZw`b gv‡qi nv‡Zi ivbœv Lvqbv Aw`ª| Rvbvjv †Lvjvi c‡i wPšÍvi cwieZ©b n‡jv wVKB wKš‘ VvÛv evZv‡mi mv‡_ ay‡jvevwj Avm‡Z †j‡M‡Q| Aek¨ ˆekv‡Li AvKv‡ki Ae¯’v †evSv hvqbv| GB cÖLi †iv‡` gvV NvU wZi wZi  K‡i, Avevi nVvr Kvj‰ekvLx So I‡V | †`L‡Z †`L‡Z  Rvbvjv w`‡q evZv‡mi mv‡_ mv‡_ e„wóQUv Avm‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q | Rvbvjv  jvMv‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv Aw`ªi , g‡b n‡”Q kixi Uv †K e„wói cvwb m‡ZR K‡i w`‡q hvK | ‡hgb K‡i MvQcvjv ¸‡jv elv© avivq m‡ZR n‡q †R‡M I‡V Avi meyR †_‡K Mvp meyR nq| Aw`ª wb‡Ri mv‡_ AvjvcPvwiZvq Avbgbv n‡q c‡o,

 Mvp mey‡Ri gv‡S GZ cÖkvwšÍ †Kb ? AvwgI †h GKUz cÖkvwšÍ PvB , †hb mevB Avgv‡K Qzu‡Z Pvq †hb mevB †`L‡Z cv‡i | Avgvi wb‡¯ÍR kix‡ii cÖwZ Ii hZUv Awbnv wVK ZZUzKz gy»Zv  Avm†jB Pj‡e | Avwg †h gvbyl, AvgviI †h B‡”Q K‡i mey‡Ri gZ evuP‡Z| wb‡Ri kix‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q g‡b nj kZ eQ‡ii Ae‡njv R‡g wd‡K njy` eY© wb‡q‡Q | wVK B‡U Pvcv cov  njy` Nvm †hgb meyR is nvivq |  kixi nqZ B‡U Pvcv bq , Z‡e gb wKQz GKUvi fv‡i Pvcv c‡o Av‡Q †Ui cvw”Q |

AvR `ycy‡i Bg‡bi XvKvq ‡divi K_v _vK‡jI ‡d‡iwb | cÖvq N›Uv Lv‡bK †Sv‡ov  nvIqvi mv‡_ e„wó nj | e„wóUvi Kvi‡bB weKvj †ejv VvÛv VvÛv nvIqv eBwQj, GLb kixiUv GKUz my¯’¨ jvM‡Q | R¡i cy‡ivcywi bv Kg‡jI ewg fveUv †K‡U †M‡Q, ï‡q _vK‡Z _vK‡Z wcV Aek n‡q D‡V‡Q| S‡oi mgq †_‡KB we`y¨r Ad | kwkjv Lvjv PvR©vi evwZ Uv N‡i †Uwe‡j †i‡L †M‡Q.... wK †hb e‡jI †Mj, Avbgbv Aw`ª kã ¸‡jv Abyaveb bv K‡i Mjvi AvIqvR ï‡b †M‡Q ‡Kej |

GKevi D‡V Kjcv‡o †h‡Z B‡”Q Kij, nvZ gyL ay‡q †d«k n‡q GKMøvm cvwb ‡c‡U w`‡j wKQzUv ¯^w¯Í n‡e †f‡e | wKš‘ fq fq jvM‡Q, e¨v‡½i WvK AÜKv‡i †Kgb †hb fzZz‡o jv‡M| Zvi c‡iI PvRv©i evwZ nv‡Z a‡iB hvIqv nj|

N‡i wd‡i G‡m Bgb †K †`‡L Pg‡K DVj Aw`ª | `ycy‡i wdievi K_v wQj, nqZ S‡oi Kvi‡Y Mvox †Kv_vI AvU‡K ev †_‡g wQj | GKevi wR‡Ám K‡i †`L‡e wK †`ix nevi KviY ? hw`I Aw`ª Rv‡b AvRKvj Bg‡bi DËi ¸‡jv weiw³ †Z ficyi _v‡K, ZeyI KZ©e¨ ¯^iæc-

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Bg‡bi †Kvb DËi †bB, Aw`ªi cybivq D”PviY :

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--- GZ cÖ‡kœi wK Av‡Q ? ‡cŠu‡Q †MwQ †Zv evwo‡Z ..bv  wK ?

Aw`ª wei³ n‡jvbv | Ii GiKg DËi †c‡q Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í Af¨¯Í n‡q c‡o‡Q | cÖvq `k wgwbU c‡i Avevi Aw`ª Rvb‡Z PvBj -

--- GLb wKQz Lv‡e ? kwkjv Lvjv‡K Zvn‡j e‡j AvmwQ ...

Bgb Lye ms‡ÿ‡c ejj-

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Bg‡bi mv‡_ Aw`ªi m¤úK© UvI †Kgb †hb mswÿß n‡q c‡o‡Q, cÖ‡qvR‡b `y Pvi‡U K_v nq | A_P we‡qi Av‡M KZ K_v ejZ Bgb , Aw`ª PzcPvc _vK‡j Bgb Aw¯’i n‡q †hZ | we‡qi c‡iI gv‡qi ‡PvL Gwo‡q  mskv‡ii bvbv Kv‡Ri g‡a¨ †_‡K I‡K †W‡K wbZ wKQz mgq mvg‡b †_‡K †`Lvi Rb¨, nv K‡i ZvwK‡q _v‡K‡Q KË w`b | Ii wbieZv fv½v‡bvi Rb¨ hZ iKg nvwmi Mí †kvbv‡Z D‡V c‡o jvMZ | Pvi eQ‡ii †ewk mgq n‡q †M‡Q , Zey g‡b nq GB †Zv †mw`b - gb Lvivc Gi w`b ¸‡jv †Z Aw`ª‡K wb‡q mvivw`b wi·vq P‡o Nyi‡Zv, AvBmwµg †LZ, GUv Aw`ªi  wcÖq Lvevi¸‡jvi g‡a¨ GKwU | ‡mB Bg‡bi AvR wfbœ iæc |

Bgb weQvbvi GK cv‡k †PvL ey‡R mUvb n‡q ï‡q Av‡Q ,  Aw`ªi I iv‡Z Lvevi B”Qv njbv | ‡PvL fiv Nyg _vK‡jI  Nygy‡Z cvi‡Qbv, Aek¨ GUv Nyg bq,  Amy¯’¨Zvi K¬vwšÍ | †ZgbB wÿav _vK‡jI †L‡Z cvi‡Qbv | `iRv †Lvjv †i‡LB Aw`ª †PvL eÜ K‡i weQvbvi Ab¨cv‡k Ab¨gb¯‹,  nVvr `iRvq †UvKv | kwkjv Lvjv Bgb †K Lvevi Rb¨ WvK‡Z G‡m‡Q, gv cvwV‡q‡Q |

kwkjv Lvjvi Mjvi AvIqvR ï‡b Bgb b‡o P‡o D‡V Lvevi †Uwe‡j wb‡R †L‡Z P‡j †Mj wVKB,  wKš‘  -  Aw`ªi LvIqvi e¨vcv‡i †Kvb cÖkœ †bB| ¯¿xi LvIqvi e¨vcvi Uv ¯^vgxi †LvuR ivLv cÖ‡qvRbxq n‡jI AwaKvsk cyiæl GUv †Zvqv°vq Av‡bbv | Aw`ªI D`vwmb fv‡e Rvbvjvq †PvL †i‡L ï‡q iBj, evB‡ii †Rv¯œv †Lvjv Rvbvjvq  DuwK w`‡q N‡ii †fZ‡ii AÜKvi‡K wd‡K K‡i w`‡q‡Q,  Avi GB AveQv Av‡jv- Avuavixi mv‡_B Aw`ªi †evSv‡cvov n‡”Q †hb, ivZ hZ Mfxi  nq Aw`ª ZZB mv”Q›` †eva K‡i | wbNy©g ivZ ¸‡jv‡Z Zvi mw½ n‡q D‡V -  mybx‡ji KweZv, kir Kvnxwb, Kvj© gv·© Gi iPbvejx, mg‡ik iPbv mgMÖ |  †hb mviv w`bgvb mskv‡ii †¯ªv‡Z  †bvbv Rj mvuZwi‡q wbR©b iv‡Zi  Zx‡i e‡m  wKQz mgq `g †bIqv | wbSzg iv‡Zi `wÿYv wn‡gj evZvm †hb Pzwc mv‡i Aw`ª‡K kxZj cik w`‡q hvq | wbNy©g Aw`ª Avuavi Lyu‡U Lyu‡U wK †hb Lyu‡R †eovq | Lyu‡R wK cvq ? GK mgq Avuavi Pz‡l Av‡jvwKZ †fvi c„w_exi eyK †V‡j D‡V Av‡m, axiZv mwi‡q Av‡jv Avi Zv‡ci MwZi mv‡_ cvjøv w`‡q †`Šov‡Z nq mskvi bvgK AvšÍ:bMi †Uªb aivi ZvwM‡` |

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MZ mܨv iv‡Zi So-e„wói myev‡` evwoi Pvicv‡k wf‡R hvIqv gvwU †_‡K †iv`ª Zv‡c ev¯ú n‡q †avuqv Do‡Q,  m`i `iRv w`‡q cv‡ki evwoi wejøy PvPv  GKUv gvSvix AvK…wZi euv‡ki  Szwo fwZ© dvUv †_Zjv‡bv KvPv Avg wb‡q nvwRi| wmuwoi Dc‡i _cvk K‡i †i‡L D”P k‡ã Rwn‡bi bvg a‡i WvKv ïiæ Kij | G evwoi †QvU †Q‡j  Rwn‡bi cÖwZ evowZ mgv`i Pj‡Q GK eQi hver, hLb †_‡K we, wm, Gm Gi gva¨†g  miKvix nvmcvZv‡j Gg we we Gm Wv³vi wnmv‡e wb‡qvMcÖvß  n‡q †M‡Q | G evwo‡Z GZ gvby‡li †fZi †_‡K †e‡Q †e‡Q B`vwbs Rwn‡bi cÖwZ †ewk †ewk mgv`i Gi welq Uv G‡Kev‡i R‡ji gZ cwi¯‹vi mK‡ji Kv‡Q | wejøy PvPvi eo †g‡q wUqv GeQi  GBP. Gm. wm. 2q  e‡l©i QvÎx | †hŠZzK †`evi mvg‡_¨©i Afv‡e `y evi we‡q †f‡½ hvevi ci †g‡qUv  we‡q Ki‡ebv e‡j cÖwZÁv K‡i‡Q | Rwn‡bi cÖwZ Ii †Kvb  AvKl©Y †bB , Z‡e Bg‡bi Pvcv ¯^fv‡ei cÖwZ †ek ‡KŠZznjx †m, Bg‡bi eD Aw`ª †K Amn¨ g‡b nq.... †Kb Zv Rv‡bbv wUqv | wUqvi `yišÍcbv Avi PÂjZv †K Bgb  cÖkÖq bv w`‡jI evav †`qbv KLbI..... Agb WvMi †PvL Avi KvuPv njy` eY© Z¡K Kvi bv fv‡jv jv‡M ! wUqvi me AvPiY mevB †Q‡jgvbylx  fve‡jI   wejøy PvPv eyS‡Z cv‡i †g‡qi Pjv †div , Pvnwb †`‡L| Qq eQi eq‡m gv Icv‡i wM‡q‡Q wjfvi †d‡U | ZLb †_‡KB evevi †Kv‡j wc‡V gvbyl wUqv, G evwo‡ZI Zvi Av`i Avnjøv` Gi KgwZ †bB|  Rwnb Avi wUqv †K wb‡q evwoi Ab¨vb¨iv GKUz AvaUz KvbvNylv Ki‡jI  wUqv‡K cyÎeay fve‡Z  kvïoxi  †Nvi AvcwË| kvïox ivwR _vK‡j nqZ A‡bK Av‡MB †m Bg‡bi eD n‡q G evwo‡Z _vK‡Zv | GLv‡b †hŠZzK kã Uv dvUv †Xv‡ji k‡ãi gZ  ‡e‡R bv DV‡jI kvïoxi K_vi aib avi‡b gv‡S gv‡S wPKb myi †kvbv hvq | †evSv hvq wejøy PvPvi GKgvÎ †g‡q‡K wf‡U gvwU UzKzb †jLvcov K‡i w`‡q w`‡j Bg‡bi gv‡qi †ek mywe‡a nZ wUqv‡K †Q‡ji eD fve‡Z| AšÍZ Aw`ª ey‡S | Z‡e GUv m¤¢e nZ hw` wUqvi †Kvb fvB bv _vK‡Zv ... eo fvB eQi `yB Av‡M GKUv Mv‡g©›Um& G KvR wb‡q‡Q, †mLv‡bB _vKv LvIqvi e¨ve¯’v Zvi |

  Rwnb †h wUqv‡K G‡Kev‡i Gwo‡q P‡j ev cvËv †`qbv GgbUv bq, Z‡e cÖwZ‡ewk †evb e¨wZZ Avi we‡kl wKQz fv‡ewb KLbI| wb‡Ri Rxeb wb‡q A‡bK †ewk cÖvw±K¨vj, cwiev‡i GKgvÎ Rwn‡bi K_v ejv mvewjj Avi hyw³ wbf©i wPšÍv| ZvB‡Zv Aw`ª †KI Zvi fv‡jv jv‡M| VvÆv K‡i Rwnb gv‡S gv‡SB Aw`ª‡K e‡j- Ò†Zvgvi gZ GKUv †g‡q‡K we‡q Ki‡ev Ó| Aw`ªI nvm‡Z nvm‡Z cvëv cÖkœ K‡i- Ò wVK K‡i †i‡LQ eywS ?Ó PvKzix †Z †XvKvi ci †_‡K Rwnb `ycy‡ii Lvevi evB‡i †L‡q †bq| Z‡e iv‡Zi LveviUv Rwnb Avi Bgb Zv‡`i gv‡qi mv‡_ GK †Uwe‡jB Lvq| GLbI Bg‡bi cv‡Z GK evwU ZiKvwi w`‡Z cÖvqB Qz‡U Av‡m wUqv,  Afv‡ei mskv‡i ZiKvix bvg gvÎ, Bg‡bi mv‡L GK bRi `„wó wewbgq K‡i hvevi evnvbv ejv hvq| ‡K Rv‡b I‡`i †Pv‡Li fvlvq †Kvb †Mvcb Mí †jLv Av‡Q wKbv! Gevwoi KviI eviY †bB Z‡e kvïoxi mZK© `„wó D‡cÿv K‡i Pjv †ek RwUj | gv‡qi weiæ‡× hvevi gZ a„óZv  †`Lv‡bv `y fvB‡qi c‡ÿB AKíbxq| GUv‡K mnR Ki‡Z kvïox gv‡qi bL †K‡U †`Iqv, Pz‡j wewj †K‡U †`Iqv Gm‡e wUqvi Rywo †bB|  B`vwbs kvïox gvI †fZ‡i †fZ‡i wKQzUv Avd‡mvm K‡ib-   Aw`ªi e`‡j wUqv evwoi eo eD n‡j GZ w`‡b es‡ki cÖw`c R¡‡j DV‡Zv| ZvB e‡j Rwn‡bi mv‡_ we‡q w`‡q †mB fzj ïa‡i †b‡eb Ggb UvI wZwb  fv‡eb bv|

‡iv` †ek Pov n‡q D‡V‡Q, evwoi Pvicv‡ki †fRv gvwUi Mv †_‡K ev®ú DV‡Q, †hb Mig fvcv wcVvi †avuqv| kvïox gv Av‡gi SvKv ‡_‡K dvUv I ÿZ hy³ Avg †_‡K AÿZ  K†qKwU  dRwj Avi KvuPv wgVv  Avg †e‡Q Avjv`v Ki‡Z Ki‡Z ejj-  G Avg KÕUv Avjv`v K‡i †iL, Kvj †Rwib Avm‡Q †Q‡j cy‡j wb‡q,  †jey cvZv w`‡q Avg KzwP ‡g‡L LvIqvi  Rb¨ †Qv †Qv K‡i †eov‡e| wUqv Ges wUqv cwiev‡ii cÖwZ AvMÖn bv  _vK‡jI  I‡`i Zid †_‡K Avmv  GUv-‡mUvi  cÖwZ †Kvb Afw³ †bB kvïox gv‡qi| Zvi aviYv weevn †hvM¨ †Q‡ji evwo‡Z Gme Avm‡ZB cv‡i, †Q‡ji gv wnmv†e GUv Zvi M‡e©i welq|

Aw`ª eviv›`vi GK †Kv‡b Wvjv-ewU wb‡q AvPv‡ii  Rb¨ UzK‡iv K‡i Avg KvUv ïiæ K‡i w`j, K¨vP K¨vP K‡i wZwj‡KB Avg †K‡U eo Mvgjv c~Y© Ki‡Z jvMj, G Pvi eQ‡i kïi evwoi me Kv‡RB †m fxlY cUz n‡q †M‡Q| Amy¯’¨ †_‡K Kw`‡bi aKj m‡q DVj gvÎ, GLbI kixi †ek `ye©j Z‡e KvR †d‡j ï‡q _vKevi gZ bq| AšÍZ evB‡ii †_‡K †Zgb K‡i †KD eyS‡ebv.... †fZi Uv KZUv  ïb¨ | nv‡Zi Av½yj ¸‡jv †hb ï‡q e‡m  Ajm n‡q †M‡Q, †Rvi w`‡q wKQz ai†Z cvi‡Q bv Aw`ª| Zey ‡h Kv‡R nvZ w`‡q‡Q Aw`ª; †mUvi wKQz Ask  †d‡j †i‡L D‡V covi †g‡q bq †m| mskv‡i GUvI †g‡qjx GKUv ¸b-  gv ej‡Zv| kvïox gv ¯œv‡b Xz‡K †M‡Qb wKQzÿY nj, evwoi Ab¨ me gwnjv  m`m¨iv  wUqv‡`i evwo| Pzwo Iqvjv G‡m e‡m‡Q wUqv‡`i D‡Vv‡b| wZb eQ‡ii  ev”Pv †g‡q, wK‡kvix, Ziæbx, †cÖŠov, e„×v me ai‡bi  eqm  Pzwoi Wvjvi Pvicvk wN‡i †mvi‡Mv‡j †g‡Z‡Q, ‡KD  wKbyK ev  bv  wKbyK| Z‡e †Kbvi †P‡q Pzwoi  Wvjvi †fZiUv D‡¤§vPb Ki‡ZB  †ewk AvMÖnx mK‡j|  

 

ev‡ivUv cvi n‡Z Pjj, Avg¸‡jv Avav †m× K‡i D‡Vv‡bi Kov †iv‡` †LRyi cvZv †evbv cvwU‡Z wewQ‡q w`‡”Q  Aw`ª, †iv‡`i Zv‡c gv_vUv Mig n‡q D‡V‡Q , R¡‡ii Rb¨  Uvbv Kqw`b gvv_vq mKvj m‡Ü¨ Nb Nb cvwb Xvjv n‡q‡Q| G  Kvi‡b VvÛv †j‡M  gv_v e¨v_v ïiæ n‡q‡Q MZKvj †_‡K, GLb Avevi e¨v_vUv Abyfe Ki‡Q ... g‡b n‡”Q †e‡o hv‡”Q ax‡i ax‡i| mwilvi LvuwU †Z‡ji eo Rvi nv‡Z Szwj‡q So– †Zwj nb nb K‡i Xz‡K eviv›`vi †Kv‡b cvKv †g‡S‡Z e‡m †Mj| †iv‡`i Zv‡c †nu‡U G‡m nvcv‡”Q, cvwb †L‡Z bv †P‡q GKv GKvB ejj, -wccvmvq Mjv ‡d‡U †Mj †i ...!

Aw`ª wb‡R †_‡K GK Møvm cvwb G‡b mvg‡b aij| kvïox  gv‡K KLb †hb ej‡Z ï‡bwQj Aw`ª - AvR we‡K‡j mwilv †Zj w`‡q hvevi K_v | wKš‘ GLbB †h nvwRi n‡e †mUv †K Rvb‡Zv ?  So– †Zwji emevi mgq †bB, fxlY e¨v¯Í| Aw`ªi w`‡K ZvwK‡qB ejj-

-         gv‡Mv GKUz Rjw` K‡i †gUvI, AviI cvuP RvqMvq †h‡Z n‡e| †ejv co‡Z †j‡M‡Q ...

(Aw`ª †Z‡ji Rvi nv‡Z DwV‡q ivbœv N‡i ivL‡Z †Mj, Avi  fve‡Q GLbB †m wKfv‡e `vg Uv ‡gUv‡e, kvïox gv ¯œvb Ni n‡Z GLbI †ei nqwb..)

-         PvPv wgTv †divi c‡_ `vgUv wb‡j Amyweav n‡e wK ?

-         ‡Zvgvi Kv‡Q _vK‡j wgwU‡q `vIbv evcy... GB Livq ey‡ov gvbylUv‡K  KÕ evi nvuUv‡e ?

-         KZ UvKv ?

-          1600 UvKv

Aw`ª fve‡Q Zvi cvm© G K‡j‡R hZvqvZ Ges nvZ Li‡Pi `iæb hv Av‡Q  Zv‡Z Gÿwb ‡Z‡ji `vg wgwU‡q †`Iqv  Zvi c‡ÿ m¤¢e bq, kvïox Avmv ch©šÍ Zv‡K A‡cÿv Ki‡Z e‡j Ab¨gb¯‹  fv‡e GKUv fvebvq Wze w`‡Z w`‡Z  N‡i P‡j †Mj|  Aw`ªi wb‡Ri Kv‡Q wK †Kvb UvKv _vK‡Z †bB ? mvskvwiK †QvU LvU cÖ‡qvR‡b Aw`ª wK wb‡R LiP Kievi Dchy³ gvbyl bq G mskv‡i? GKUv cÖvß eq¯‹v †g‡q †m, Dciš‘ G evwoi †eŠ| Bgb wK cv‡ibv cÖ‡qvR‡b Li‡Pi Rb¨ evowZ wKQz UvKv ¯¿xi Kv‡Q ivL‡Z?

myweav Amyweav †f‡e Zvi nv‡ZI †Zv UvKv _vKv A‡hŠw³K bq, wKš‘ Zvi nv‡Z UvKv ivL‡e †K ? ‡h UvKv Zvi wb‡Ri †ivRMvi Kiv bq Zv‡Z Aw`ªi AwaKvi _vK‡e †Kb? kïi evwo‡Z GKRb †ivR‡M‡i †eŠ‡KI wb‡Ri †ivRMv‡ii UvKvi wn‡me w`‡Z nq, Avi Aw`ª †Zv ¯^vgxi DcvR©‡b †L‡q c‡i Rxeb hvcb Ki‡Q, gv÷vm© KgwcøU Ki‡Z cov‡kvbv Pvwj‡q hvevi LiP Aek¨ Aw`ªi evev w`‡q Avm‡Q| Zvi wbR¯^ cQ‡›` ev B‡”Qq mvskvwiK LiP Kivi ¯^vaxbZvi K_v fvevB hvqbv| Gme fve‡eB ev †Kb †m? ciwbf©ikxjZvq †m †Zv h‡_ó Af¨¯Í| we‡qi Av‡MI †m wK G e¨vcv‡i ¯^vaxb wQj? wKQzUv B‡Mvi Kvi‡b Aw`ª gyL dz‡U evevi Kv‡Q UvKv bv PvB‡jI evev wVK cÖ‡qvRb ey‡S ¸‡b ¸‡b UvKv w`‡Zb| k‡Li `vg †`evi Rb¨ gv‡qi Kv‡Q  KLbI KLbI UvKv PvB‡jI  gv‡qi gva¨‡gB iæÿ fv‡e cÖkœ G‡m nvwRi nZ,-UvKv jvM‡e wK `iKv‡i ?

 

Aw`ªi GLbI g‡b Av‡Q GKw`b evwoi D‡Vv‡b PzwoIqvjv GK Szwo Kvu‡Pi Pzwo wb‡q e‡m‡Q, Kvu‡Pi Pzwoi cÖwZ Aw`ªi GKUv AvKl©b wQj GKmgq, hw`I GLb Avi Zv Abyfe K‡ibv| ‡mw`b gv‡qi Kv‡Q Ave`vi K‡iwQj jvj mey‡R †gkv‡bv GK WRb Pzwo †bevi| gv GK K_vq Reve w`‡qwQ‡jb - †Zvi evev †Zv GLb evwo †bB, evwo G‡j †Zvi evev‡K ej‡ev  evRvi †_‡K G‡b w`‡Z| gv‡qi K_vq †mw`b fxlY Kó †c‡qwQj Aw`ª, Aek¨ gv‡qi gb UvI Lye Lvivc n‡q wQj †mw`b| GLb Abyfe  K†i gv †Zv GKUv †g‡q Ges evevi N‡ii eD| wb‡Ri B‡”QB UvKv Li‡Pi AwaKvi ZviI _vKvi K_v bq| GZ eQi mskvi Kivi ciI evevi UvKvq gv‡qi GZUzKz AwaKvi R‡b¥wb AvRI| A_P evev cÖvqB e‡j _v‡Kb Gme wKQz KiwQ †Zv †Zvgv‡`i Rb¨B| mskv‡i wb‡Ri AvwacZ¨ eRvq ivLvi Rb¨ mwZ¨B wewPÎ Zv‡`i gZev`| gv‡S gv‡S Aw`ªi B‡”Q K‡i bZzb ‡Kv_vI wM‡q Rxeb hvcb ïiæ Ki‡e| wKš‘ ciÿ‡bB wPšÍvUv D‡e hvq GB †f‡e †h- bZzb †Kvb RvqMv  cyiæl AvwacZ¨ nxb bq †Zv|  

LvwbK mgq Ab¨gb‡¯‹ Wz‡e _vKvq †Ui cvw”Qj bv gv_vi wPbwP‡b e¨v_vUv| e¨v_vUv GKUz GKUz K‡i †e‡o Pjj; †ejv evovi mv‡_ mv‡_ cÖwZ‡hvwMZv K‡i| GB cÖwZ‡hvwMZv _vgv‡Z Aw`ª Ajm c‡o iBj weQvbvq nvZ cv Qwo‡q| Gevwo‡Z †eŠ †`i bvIqv LvIqvi mgq m~Px wb‡q †Zgb KviI gv_ve¨v_v †bB| Kv‡RB  gv_vi hš¿Yv Zvov‡Z  ÿzav‡K Zzwo †g‡i Dwo‡q w`‡q  †PvL ey‡R wbwð‡šÍ KvwU‡q †`Iqv hv‡e  mviv `ycyi |

 

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Gw`‡K nVvr K‡iB Rwn‡bi we‡q wb‡q †Zvo‡Rvo ïiæ n‡q †M‡Q| Rwn‡bi Rvbv‡kvbv †g‡q, GK eQ‡ii Rywbqi , m`¨ Gg.we.we.Gm cvk K‡i †ewi‡q‡Q, †gwW‡Kj K‡jR K¨v¤úv‡m Pvi eQi a‡i †`‡L Avm‡Q| ¯úó fvlx, e¨vw³Z¡gqx  Ges fxlY AvZœwek¦vmx †g‡q wbkvZ, evev weËkvjx n‡jI Zvi Pjv †div LyeB mvaviY| wmwbqi n‡jI Rwn‡bi m‡½ eÜzZ¡ m¤úK©| gvm K‡qK cy‡e© †dv‡b Rwn‡bi Kv‡Q  wbkv‡Zi mvewjj cÖKvk- Rwnb†K Zvi cQ›`| evwo †_‡K we‡qi Rb¨ evev gv D‡V c‡o †j‡M‡Q, wbkvZ Zvi gvÕ‡K Rwn‡bi K_v Rvbv‡bvi c‡i I‡`i evwo †_‡KB cÖ_g m¤^Ü Av‡m| A_©, m¤ú‡` Rwn‡bi †_‡K wbkvZ Gi cwievi GwM‡q, weavq Rwn‡bi gv‡qi Ag‡Zi ‡Kvb KviY †bB| eis  mgq bó bv K‡i we‡q Uv ZvovZvwo w`‡q w`‡Z Pvq Rwn‡bi gv I |

 

Rwn‡bi we‡q †K †K›`ª K‡iB eo ‡g‡q‡K Avmvi Rb¨ Lei cvwV‡q wQ‡jb kvïox gv|

iv‡Î Bg‡bi eo †evb †Rwib Avcv - ¯^vgx wblv` †Pxayix mn Pvi †Q‡j cy‡j  wb‡q nvwRi, evwoi mevi m‡½ Kzkj wewbgq K‡i, ˆn‰P K‡i, iv‡Î †L‡q ï‡q c‡owQj Zviv| ciw`b  mKv‡ji bv¯Ív I Pv ce© †k‡l eviv›`vq eo mo Rj †PŠwK‡Z e‡mB Rwn‡bi we‡qi Av‡jvPbv Zzjj wblv` †PŠayix, †Q‡j †g‡q ¸‡jv mvg‡b e‡mB †LvPv‡LvwP Avi †mvi †Mvj Pvwj‡q hv‡”Q Zv‡`i gZ K‡i | eo†`i †fZ‡ii K_v evZv©q I‡`i †Kvb fªæ‡ÿc †bB | ZviB dvuK †dvK‡i kvïox gv Avi  eo bb` †Rwib Avcv  cvkvcvwk †gvovq e‡m mskv‡ii bvbv  wel‡qi LyuwU bvwU Z_¨  wewbgq K‡i wb‡”Q |

 

 eo fvwe wnmv‡e Aw`ªi †ek LvwbKUv `vwqZ¡ i‡q‡Q | evwoi eo eD e‡jB `vwqZ¡Uv NUv K‡i †`evi `iKvi c‡obv | ney eD Gi Rb¨ †g‡qjx †Kbv KvUvi e¨vcv‡i ¯^fveZB eo fvwei fzwgKv cwiev‡ii meviB Kvg¨| Z‡e Aw`ªi cÖwZ m¤§vb cÖ`k©‡bi AbyfzwZ †_‡K bq, Aw`ª‡K ¸iæZ¡ †`evi PvB‡Z cwiev‡ii wbqg bxwZ cvj‡bi welqUv gyL¨| GQvov †Kbv KvUvi †ÿ‡Î  Aw`ªi ‡cvkvK AvkvK  cQ‡›`i iæwP †eva‡K Kv‡R jvMv‡bvi welqUvB  GLv‡b me‡P‡q †ewk ¸iæZ¡ enb Ki‡Q| Z‡e we‡qi †KbvKvUvi Rb¨ ev‡R‡Ui cy‡ivcywi UvKv bv w`‡jI  kvïox gv  bvggvÎ wKQz UvKv awi‡q w`‡jb G evwoi GKgvΠ abcwZ RvgvB wblv` †PŠayixi nv‡Z , PZzi eyw×  m¤úbœv kvïox gv fv‡jv K‡iB Rv‡bb †h we‡qi Rb¨ GKUv †gvUv As‡Ki UvKv LiP Ki‡e †KvwUcwZ †g‡q RvgvB| cÖPzi ab m¤úwËi gvwjK wblv` †PŠayix, Avi Gm‡ei cÖwZ †gvn †_‡KB kïi Zvi GKgvÎ my›`ix Kb¨v‡K Aí eq‡m we‡q w`‡Z KzÚv †eva K‡ibwb ga¨eqmx weËkvjx wblv‡`i mv‡_|

 

A_© m¤úwˇZ weËkvjx n‡jI ¯^fveZ KZUv D”P ev wb¤œwe‡Ëi Zv nqZ cwigvc K‡i cÖKvk Kiv hv‡ebv| wKš‘ Aw`ª wKQzUv AvuP Ki‡Z †c‡iwQj Pvi eQi c~‡e© , Bg‡bi eD  n‡q †hw`b cÖ_g G evwo‡Z G‡mwQj | †eŠfv‡Zi w`b Ni fiv AwZ_x†`i mvg‡bB `vwg AjsKvi Dcnvi †`evi mgq wblv` B‡”Q †cvlY K‡iwQj wbR nv‡Z Aw`ªi Mjvq †bK‡jm cwi‡q †`‡e| †QvU‡evb Zzj¨ Aw`ªi Mjvq †¯œnf‡i †bK‡jm wbR nv‡Z civ‡ZB cv‡i fwMœcwZ wblv` †PŠayix, G‡Z Dcw¯’Z KviI wØgZ cÖKv‡ki my‡hvM _vK‡ZB cv‡ibv| Avi wblv` †PŠayix wVK †m my‡hvMUvB wb‡qwQj, Z‡e †ewk GKUv myweav Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| Aw`ªi †NvgUv bvwg‡q †bK‡jmUv bZzb eD Gi Mjvq civevi Q‡j Aw`ªi †Kvgj Mjv Avi Nv‡oi fvu‡R wblv` †Kgb K‡i Av½yj Qzu‡qwQj †m A¯^w¯ÍKi AbyfzwZ AvRI fz‡jwb Aw`ª| ¯ú‡k¦©i ai‡bB Abyfe Kiv hvq †mUvi wkøjZv wKsev  AwkøjZv| hv e‡j †evSv‡bvi bq, eis cÖKvk Ki‡j cÖKvkK†KB Dc‡fv‡Mi cvÎx n‡Z nq| Avi ZvB Ggb eyS‡Z cvivi gZ A‡bK A¯^w¯ÍKi hš¿Yv  wbk‡ã nRg Ki‡Z nq †g‡q‡`i|

 

Ab¨ †g‡q‡`i cÖwZ ¯^vgxi Ggb †bvsiv AvPiY Gi mv‡_ Aw`ªi bb` wbðq AcwiwPZ bq, Zvi c‡iI GKUv mywL mywL Awfe¨w³i gy‡Lvk c‡i mvivÿY wK K‡i _v‡K †Rwib Avcv ! 

Bg‡bi †P‡q eq‡m eQi cvu‡PK eo n‡jI ¯^fveZ Zvi †Q‡jgx Avi Av`y‡i fveUv GLbI i‡q †M‡Q| ¯^vgx mšÍvb mn evevi evwo G‡m ˆn ˆP , Avnjøv‡` mvivw`bgvb cvi K‡i †Rwib Avcv | nqZ KvD‡K eyS‡Z bv †`evi fvb GUv | Av‡`Š wK †X‡K ivLv hvq ? ¯^vgx ¯¿xi m¤úK©UvB wK Ggb ? Aw`ª wK †c‡i‡Q Bg‡bi m‡½ m¤ú‡K©i gv‡Si  †`qvj‡K  iæL‡Z ? Zvi c‡iI †Zv w`e¨ GKB N‡i w`‡bi ci w`b iv‡Zi ci ivZ †K‡U hv‡”Q `yR‡bi ....... mvgvwRKZv Avi †jŠwKKZvi †Lvj‡mi  †fZ‡i  evm Ki‡Q wewQbœZvi  NyY‡cvKv | 

 

Aw`ªi Dcw¯’wZ Bgb GLb g~j¨vqb K‡ibv | cÖvq mv‡o Pvi eQ‡ii `v¤úZ¨ Rxeb AwZµg Kij | wKš‘ Aeg~j¨vqb bvgK kãUv GZ eQi a‡i Rwo‡q i‡q‡Q I‡`i weevwnZ Rxe‡b | G KÕeQ‡i Aw`ª KZeviB †Zv ev‡ci evwo †h‡q †_‡K‡Q | KZw`b K‡i , Ii Abycw¯’wZ wK Bg‡bi g‡b GZUzKz cÖfve †d‡jwb KLbI ? bvwK Bgb †Ui †c‡Z †`qwb , cv‡Q ¯¿xi Kv‡Q ¯^vgxi B‡Mv wKQzUv K‡g hvq GB Avk¼vq | nqZ ZvB ,- GUv †f‡eB LvwbKUv ¯^w¯Í †U‡b †bq Aw`ª g‡b g‡b | Avevi fv‡e,- †h gvbylUv KviI Dcw¯’wZi g~j¨vqb Ki‡Z Rv‡bbv  †m gvbylUv  KviI Abycw¯’wZ‡Z  Zvi Afve‡eva K‡i wK ? `y‡Uv g‡bi g‡a¨ we¯Íi dvivK _vK‡jI mvgvwRK e܇bi e‡`Šj‡Z Pvi †`qv‡ji gv‡S GK Qv‡`i  wb‡P _vK‡j †eva nq kix‡ii PvIqv cvIqv †_‡g _v‡Kbv |  hvi cwibwZ‡Z Aw`ª Kb‡md K‡iwQj ? wKš‘ cv‡iwb Zv‡K a‡i ivL‡Z | ¯^v_©K bvix n‡q DV‡Z ‡eva nq GUvi Lye cÖ‡qvRb wQj !

mKvj mKvj Nyg †f‡½ †Mj Aw`ªi , KÕw`b fxlY Lvivc wQj kixiUv | AvR GKUz my¯’¨ †eva Ki‡jI weQvbv Qvo‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv , Zey DV‡Z n‡e | mKvj †_‡K wPšÍvi †gvoI LvwbKUv Ny‡i †M‡Q |  †`e‡ii ney †eŠ Gi Rb¨ †g‡qjx wKQz †KbvKvUvi Rb¨ †Rwib Avcvi mv‡_ Aw`ª‡K kwcs g‡j †h‡Z n‡e | fve‡Z bv fve‡ZB †Rwib Avcv N‡i Xz‡K c‡o‡Q |

-         wK e¨vcvi Aw`ªZv ? GL‡bvI weQvbv Qvowb ? AvR kwiiUv †Kgb ?

-         GKUz fv‡jv jvM‡Q AvR,  G†mv Avcv |

(‡ek Pbg‡b fve wb‡q †Rwib Avcv Aw`ªi cv‡k e‡m Ii Mv‡q gv_vq nvZ †i‡L ejj-)

     -   †ek †ek, Zvn‡j Avi †`wi bq Gÿwb D‡V †iwW n‡q bvI, †eiæ‡Z n‡e |

     -  wKš‘ AvKv‡ki Ae¯’v †h Lye GKUv fv‡jv bq Avcv

    -   Zv‡Z wK ? GKUz AvaUz bv wfR‡j kwcs Gi gRvUv ‡lv‡jv Avbv eyS‡e wK K‡i ? AvKv‡ki Ae¯’v wb‡q fve‡Z  n‡ebv †Zvgv‡K , D‡Vv †Zv..... e‡jB Aw`ªi nvZ a‡i †U‡b emv‡jv |

Aw`ª AevK n‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †Rwi‡bi gy‡Li w`‡K |

Pvi mšÍv‡bi bvwjk Ave`vi mvgwj‡q, kïi evwoi †hŠ_ cwiev‡ii wewPÎ iKg Sw° Kvu‡a wb‡q, ¯^vgxi DrcvZ kix‡i mB‡q, ivbœvi  bZzb †iwmwc wk‡L AvZ¥xq ¯^Rb †K LvB‡q, eÜzevÜe wb‡q Zey ˆn‰P K‡i nvwm gy‡L w`b cvi K‡i hvq wK K‡i ? G¸‡jv meB wK mwZ¨ ?  bvwK ev‡iv AvbvB mywL mywL mvRvi gy‡Lvk  ? †Rwib Avevi ejj-

-         nv K‡i wK †`L‡Qv ?

-         Av”Qv Avcv Zzwg GZ D‡Ï¨g †Kv_v †_‡K cvI ? wK K‡i GZ PÂj n‡Z cv‡iv Zzwg ?

-         ayi cvMjx ! wK ‡h ej ! mskv‡i †g‡q‡`i Ggb n‡Z nq | Zzwg gv n‡j ZLb eyS‡e |

-         Avcv GKUv cÖkœ Kwi ?

-         PU K‡i e‡j †d‡jv †Zv ? †Zvgvi `yjvfvB †K Pv w`‡Z n‡e |

-         wblv` fvB‡qi Dci †Zvgvi KLbI Awfgvb nqbv ?

-         ‡Kb †i ? ¯^vgxi Dci Awfgvb Ki‡j P‡j ? ZvQvov †m †Zv Avgvq Afv‡e iv‡Lwb|

-         ‡Zvgv‡`i †Q‡o gv‡S gv‡S wb‡LvuR n‡q _v‡K GRb¨ |

-         GZ eo e¨vemvqx, KZ RvqMvq KZ Kv‡R †Zv †h‡Z nq,_vK‡Z nq... ev` †` †Zv Gme |

-         Zzwg Avovj Ki‡Z PvB‡jI Avwg A‡bKUv Rvwb Avcv |

-         wK me D‡ëv cvëv e‡K P‡jwQm, DV‡Zv |

-         MZ eQi mgy`ª¯œv‡b wM‡q †hUv wbR †Pv‡L †`‡LwQ †mUvI wK Aw¯^Kvi Ki‡e ?

‡Rwi‡bi ¯§„wZi K¨vbfv‡m ¯úófv‡e  H w`‡bi wPÎUv †f‡m DVj |  ‡Q‡j, †g‡q, fvB, bZzb fvwe mn H w`b mvM‡ii †¯ªv‡Z ˆn‰P K‡i Mv fvmv‡Z fvmv‡Z A`~‡iB nVvr †PvL AvU‡K wM‡qwQj| wblv` H †g‡qwUi m‡½ Rj wQUv‡bvi †Ljvq gË wQj| A_P wblv` †Rwib †K e‡jwQj e¨vemvi Kv‡R †`‡ki evB‡i _vK‡e KÕw`b |  Avevi ‡f‡e‡Q  A‡bK gvby‡li ¯œvb Kivi wf‡o nqZ fzj †`‡L‡Q †m| wKš‘ iv‡Zi †`LvUv wK fzj n‡Z cv‡i ? ˆn‰P K‡i mvivw`‡bi K¬vwšÍ‡Z hLb mevB wi‡mv‡U©i GKcv‡ki fvov Kiv iægUvq Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q, †Rwib ZLb wbNy©g| H iæ‡gi mv‡_ eviv›`vq ivLv GKUv †e‡Zi †Pqv‡i e‡m mvivUv ivZ KvwU‡q‡Q| wbNy©gZvi Awmjv‡ZB AKíwbq `„k¨ wU ‡mw`b †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q †Rwib | wecixZ cv‡k Aew¯’Z wi‡mv‡U©i †Lvjv eviv›`vq ga¨iv‡Z wK †`Lj †m ! AvRI KvD‡K ej‡Z cv‡iwb | wK K‡i ej‡e H iv‡Z wek¦vm Ki‡Z cv‡iwb wb‡Ri †PvL‡KB | fiv †Rv¯œvq wblv`‡K wPb‡Z GKUzI fzj nqwb Zvi, w`‡bi Av‡jvq †h †g‡qwU‡K †`‡LwQj,  c~wY©gvi Av‡jvq Zvi  wc‡V nvZ †i‡L Rwo‡q `uvwo‡qwQj wblv` †PŠayix H eviv›`vq | Aw`ªi Ggb cÖ‡kœ †Rwib kw¼Z , Z‡e wK Aw`ª †m iv‡Zi meUzKy Ae‡jvKb K‡iwQj ?  Avbgbv n‡q cov  †Rwi‡bi nv‡Z Aw`ª g„`y bvov w`j

-         wK nj Avcv ?

-         n¨vu ej ( mw¤¢Z wd‡i †c‡q ejj )

-         Avgvi K_vi Reve w`‡j bv †h ?

 

‡Rwib jvj n‡q hvIqv †Pv‡Li †Kv‡b R‡g IVv UmU‡m Rj Avovj Kivi †Póv Kij |

gy‡L Aw¯^Kvi Ki‡jI †Rwib Avcvi UjU‡j R‡j fvmv †PvL †`‡L Aw`ª cÖ‡kœi Reve †c‡q †Mj †eva nq |

 

Aw`ª Avevi ejj

-         mwZ¨ K‡i GKUv K_v ej‡e Avcv ?

 

‡Rwib Aw`ªi w`‡K ZvKv‡jv gy‡L wRÁvmv m~PK wPý wb‡q

-         wblv` fvB‡qi wK cvb‡`vlI  i‡q‡Q ?  †Zvgvi m‡½....

Aw`ªZv‡K cybivq cÖkœ Kivi AeKvk bv w`‡q †Rwib w¯§Z nvwm †U‡b ejj-

-         cyiæl gvby‡li Gme GKUz AvaUz _vK‡ZB cv‡i , ev` `vI †Zv  ! DV Gevi ..... Avwg †Mjvg , Zywg SU cU ˆZwi n‡q bvI |

cvb †`v‡l `yó e¨w³i AvPi‡Yi mv‡_ AviI wKQz ev‡R NUbvi Rb¥ †bIqv A¯^vfvweK wKQz bq, Aw`ª wKQzÿY GKv Lv‡Ui Dci wb_i n‡q e‡m iBj |

 

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MZ iv‡Z kwcs †kl K‡i evwo wdi‡Z A‡bK †e‡R wM‡qwQj, kvïox gv bvgv‡Ri cvwU‡ZB gv_vi wb‡P nvZ †i‡L Nywg‡q c‡o‡Qb | G evwo‡Z cÖ_g Avmvi c‡iB Aw`ª ï‡b‡Q , kïi gkvB RxweZ _vKvKvjxb kvïox gv  ¯^vgxi m‡½ Qvov KLbI GKv GKv  †L‡Z em‡Zb bv |

kïi MZ n‡q‡Qb Aw`ªi we‡qi Av‡MB | BgbI KLbI  evev‡K Qvov iv‡Zi Lvevi †Uwe‡j emZ bv  | evevi g„Zz¨i ci Bgb gv‡qi mv‡_ GKmv‡_ iv‡Zi Lvevi †L‡Z e‡m | Bg‡bi wdi‡Z hZ ivZB †nvK kvïox gv †R‡M e‡m _v‡Kb `yB ‡Q‡ji A‡cÿvq | cwiev‡ii Ab¨vb¨ m`m¨iv †h hvi wb‡Ri myweavgZ mg‡q LvIqvi KvRUv m¤úbœ K‡i |

Aw`ªI Zvi e¨vwZµg bq | Lvevi ‡Uwe‡j iv‡Zi Lvevi mvwR‡q ivLv Zvi cÖwZw`‡bi KvR, evwoi Ab¨ m`m¨‡`i gZ Aw`ª wb‡Ri myweav gZ †L‡q ev bv †L‡q _v‡K | kïi evwo‡Z †Q‡j Avi †Q‡j eD Gi gv‡S we¯Íi dvivK ivLvB †eva nq wPivPwiZ wPÎ | Aw`ª B`vwbs wb‡Ri N‡ii g‡a¨B GKUv RMr ˆZwi K‡i wb‡q‡Q,- eB cov, Mvb †kvbv, PvKzixi weÁvcb †`‡L †`‡L Av‡e`b Kiv | mvivw`‡bi mvskvwiK KvR †kl K‡i wb‡Ri N‡i Rvbvjvi cv‡k Lv‡U Avav †kvqv wKsev evwj‡k fi K‡i e‡m iex VvKz‡ii Ô†Pv‡Li evwjÕ Gi †PŠgyLx cÖYq, kirP‡›`ªi ÔM„n`vnÕ Gi wÎgyLx †cÖg, †`e`vm cve©wZi LybmywU, ew¼‡gi `vuZ fv½v kãvejxi  mwVK gv‡b LyuR‡Z evsjv wWKkbvix  nvZov‡bv ... BZ¨vw` wb‡q  mgq KvUv‡bv Aw`ªi cÖwZw`‡bi  iæwUb |

 

kwcs †kl K‡i wdi‡Z MZiv‡Z A‡bK †`wi n‡q †M‡Q e‡j-  †divi ci iv‡Zi †ejv‡ZB †Zgb K‡i †KD ei K‡bi mvR †cvkv‡Ki wRwbm †`L‡Z cv‡iwb | ciw`b  mKvj †_‡K bvbv Kv‡Ri Sv‡gjvq mevB GKmv‡_ e‡m mvivw`‡bI †`Lvi AeKvk cvqwb  | we‡Kj n‡ZB Á¨vwZ m¤ú‡K©i Rbv KZK G‡m nvwRi nj, †KD †KD †g‡S‡ZB e‡m coj, ‡KD kvïox gv‡qi cv‡k Rj †PŠwK‡Z, K‡qKRb Avevi cvwU wewQ‡q gy‡L cv‡bi wLwj cy‡i Avmb †c‡Z‡Q | Aw`ª K¨vPi g¨vPi kãUv Qv‡` e‡mB †Ui cv‡”Q | mvR †cvkvK †`‡L †hb mevB cÖwZ‡hvMxZv K‡i gšÍe¨ Ki‡Q | `xN© mgq a‡i †f‡m Avmv ˆn‰P kã Uv GKmgq ¯^vfvweK k‡ãi mv‡_ wg‡j wg‡k GKvKvi n‡q ‡h‡Z jvM‡jv, Avjv`v ‡Kvb †ik †bB | Aw`ª ïb‡Z ïb‡Z †Kgb Af¨¯Í n‡q DVj, †ejv dziv‡jv , GLbI mgvMg †j‡M Av‡Q | Aw`ªi †LuvR ivL‡Q wK †KD ?

 

ki‡Zi †Quov †Quov †g‡Niv `‡j `‡j Qz‡U Avm‡Q Avevi P‡jI hv‡”Q | ‡g‡Ni †cQb †_‡K m~‡h©i †kl Av‡jv iw³g Avfvq DuwK w`‡”Q †hb | i‡½i †Ljv Pj‡Z Pj‡Z Avuavi Nwb‡q Avm‡Q, KviI †LvuR †bB †eva nq ZvB‡Zv Aw`ªi wcQz UvbI †bB | †PvL †P‡c Avm‡Q , gv_vi wb‡P e„wó †avqv SKS‡K BU Lvbv †U‡b kixiUv‡K Gwj‡q w`j Qv‡`i GK †Kv‡b bvi‡Kj cvZvi AveWv‡j | cvZvi Wv‡ji †`v‡j wSiwS‡i evZv‡mi †Qvuqv †ek fv‡jv jvM‡Q | cÖvq GK eQi ‡_‡K gv‡S gv‡S Aw`ª Qv‡` G‡m G wbR©b RvqMvUv `Lj K‡i m‡Ü¨ D‡cv‡fvM K‡i | cÖwZwU m~hv©¯Í g‡b Kwi‡q hvq AviI GKwU w`b †K‡U †Mj cÖwZÿvq,.... Z‡e wK‡mi cÖwZÿv ? GKUv †QvÆ wkïi Kvbœv †kvbvi cÖwZÿv, GB   AcÖvwß Aw`ª‡K †fZ‡i †fZ‡i ïb¨ K‡i w`‡”Q | GKeQi Av‡MI Aw`ªi mv‡_ Bgb G RvqMvwU‡Z em‡Zv , B`vwbs Bg‡bi mv‡_ GKUv gvbwmK `yiZ¡ ˆZix n‡q †M‡Q , KviY Uv Aw`ª Avwe®‹vi Ki‡Z cv‡iwb , nqZ †PóvI K‡iwb | GLb Aw`ª GKvB Qv‡` e‡m | Uvbv Kw`b Uzc Uvc e„wói Kvi‡Y Qv‡` Avm‡Z cv‡iwb  , ZvB nqZ AvR Zvov †bB  wb‡P hvevi | wb‡P mevB we‡q evwoi Av‡gv‡` Djøv‡m †g‡Z Av‡Q, Aw`ªi Gme Djøv‡mi gv‡S _vK‡Z fv‡jv jv‡Mbv GLb | GKUz wbR©bZv Aw`ªi Kv‡Q ¯^w¯Í¡ g‡b nq | †K Rv‡b  ? Bgb Gme ˆn‰P cQ›` K‡ibv Zvi cÖfve nqZ GK eQi a‡i ax‡i ax‡i Aw`ª‡K †Q‡q †d‡j‡Q | Aw`ªi ¯^fv‡e GiKg wKQz wQjbv Av‡M  `yišÍ cÖK…wZi Avi nvwmgvLv GKUv gyL we‡qi c‡i K‡e †_‡K †gŠbZvq f‡i D‡V‡Q Aw`ª wb‡RI eyS‡Z cv‡iwb | †g‡q‡`i †KB ¯^vgxi ¯^fv‡e cÖfvweZ n‡q e`‡j †h‡Z nq †eva nq |  ¯^fveZ: †mUv mvgvwRK AmvgvwRK †hgbB †nvKbv †Kb | Gme fve‡Z fve‡Z Aw`ª Z›`ªv”QbœZvq †PvL ey‡R iBj wKQzÿY, Z‡e Nyg ejv hvqbv Zv‡K| Nyg Avmvi c~‡e© Nyg Nyg cÖkvwšÍi gZ wKQz Abyfe Ki‡Z _vKj Aw`ª | Nyg Avi †R‡M _vKvi ga¨g chv©‡q ¯úk¦©KvZi welq ¸‡jv †ev‡ai †fZ‡i bvov †`q nqZ |

 

Aw`ª AevK nq,- we‡qi Av‡M hLb RMbœv_ wek¦we`¨vj‡‡qi QvÎx wQj, †nv‡÷‡ji Qv‡` iæg‡gU‡`i m‡½ bv wb‡q †Kvb mܨv  GKv KvUv‡Z cvi‡Zv bv | GKv _vK‡ZB Kó nZ ZLb | GKmv‡_ WvBwbs‡q †L‡Z emv, wUwf †`Lv, kwcsG  hvIqv ivZ †R‡M cov , ˆn ˆn Kiv , Gm‡e Af¨¯Í wQj Aw`ª | A_P AvR GKvwKZ¡ Aw`ªi mw½ | AvR fxlY fv‡e g‡b co‡Q †iv`mxi K_v | hLb ZLb LybmywU evav‡jI †iv`mx‡K Aw`ªi Lye fv‡jv jvMZ, w¯øg ewW, D¾¡j k¨vg eiY †Pnviv , ‡PvL `y‡Uv Wvmv  Wvmv ev WvMi WvMi bv n‡jI †ek AvKl©bxq, Kvua ch©šÍ Pzj, †ewki fvM mg‡qi †cvkvK wQj wRÝ c¨v‡›Ui mv‡_ nvjKv is Gi wU kvU© ev †MwÄ | Dcw¯’Z eyw× m¤úbœ ‡g‡qUv mn‡RB mevi gb Kvo‡Z cvi‡Zv | Aw`ªI Ii cÖwZ  g‡bv‡hvMx wQj | ‡iv`mx‡K †`‡L Avi ey‡S Aw`ªI wKQzUv Dcw¯’Z eyw×gËvi AwaKvix n‡q D‡VwQj | m½ †`v‡l †hgb †jvnv fv‡m , †Zgwb m½ ¸‡b †jvnvq cov gwiPvi webvk  N‡U  eywS !

 

ivZ A‡bK Uv Nwb‡q G‡m‡Q, ¸‡gvU Mig | bvi‡Kj cvZvi †`vj LvIqvi MwZ e„w× †`‡L eySv hv‡”Q ˆekvLx So DV‡Q, we`y¨r ‡bB, wb‡Pi Ni ¸‡jv cÖPÛ Mig | we`y¨r bv _vK‡j evwoi mevi bRi Qv‡` P‡j Av‡m, gwnjv‡`i KvR ¸wQ‡q Dc‡i Avm‡Z wKQz mgq †j‡M hvq | †Q‡j ¸‡jvi Qv‡` Avm‡Z †`wi nqbv †gv‡UI | Aw`ª D‡V emj, Avjy _vjy Kvco Avi †Lvjv Pz‡j evZvm †Ljv Kievi GKUz Lvwb my‡hvM †cj †hb | †KD †Zv GLbI Qv‡` D‡V c‡owb GB †f‡e  wb‡R‡K †MvQv‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Qbv Aw`ªi.... D‡V GKUz nuvUv nuvwU Ki‡‡Z jvMj | wb‡P Avmevi cÖ‡qvRbxqZv S‡oi wZeªZvi mgvbI Abyfe Ki‡Qbv Aw`ª , Zey bvg‡Z n‡e| wmwo N‡ii w`‡K GwM‡q G‡m wb‡P cv evov‡ZB  AvKw®§K fv‡e  GKUv AbvKvw•LZ nvZ Aw`ªi Kvu‡a G‡m coj  | AcÖZ¨vwkZ ‡h †Kvb welq wfwZi KviY n‡Z cv‡i .... Avi AÜKv‡i GKUv †g‡qi Kvu‡a cyiæl gvby‡li nvZ †Ui cvIqv h‡_ô AvZ‡¼i... Aw`ªi Mjv ‡_‡K  AvIqvR †ei n‡”Qbv †hb, hZUzKz †ei n‡jv ZvI ïK‡bv †Vv‡U AvU‡K iBj ... ïK‡bv LVL‡U  †ivMv‡U †kvbvj Zvi ÔI gv †Mv Õ kãUv.... Zvi gy‡L GKUv  nv†Zi  Pvc coj.... ciewZ© AvIqvRUzKz †hb †ei bv nq , Aw`ª wb‡R‡K hZ Qvov‡bvi Rb¨ AvcÖvb †Póv Ki‡Q ZZB †hb AvU‡K hv‡”Q  , wVK Rv‡j Rov‡bvi gZ.... wgwbU `y GK a¯Ív aw¯Íi ci  GK SUKv †g‡i †V‡j Zi Zi K‡i wb‡P †b‡g Gj |

eviv›`v n‡q `ªæZ wb‡Ri N‡i Xz‡K `iRv jK K‡i weQvbvi cv‡k P‡j Gj, Rvbvjvi wMÖ‡j †Vm w`‡q `uvov‡jv  Aw`ª ..... wK fve‡e GB welq Uv †K ? ‡jvK Uv  †Pvi ? bvwK  PwiÎnxb ?  Aw`ªi kixi Kvuc‡Q ... eyKUv aodo Ki‡Q,   KvD‡K wKQz  ej‡e  wK  ? Kv‡K WvK‡e ? Kvi weiæ‡× Awf‡hvM Ki‡e Avi wKfv‡e ej‡e.... ejvUv †Kgb †kvbv‡e ?  bvwK †P‡c hv‡e ?  gv Kv‡Q _vK‡j  nqZ  †`Š‡o wM‡q gv‡K AvkÖq K‡i †Ku‡` †K‡U ej‡Z cvi‡Zv ..... H Kvjwc‡Ui  wewnZ e¨ve¯’vUvI  K‡i QvoZ | Aw`ª AveQv AÜKv‡i gyLUv ¯úó †`L‡Z bv †c‡jI  Abygvb Kij wVKB .... j¤^v PIov †`‡ni H wewkÖ AgvbylUv i AveQv iæc gv_vi †fZi Qzwii gZ AvNvZ Ki‡Q | `yÕ nv‡Zi gy‡Vv k³ n‡q D‡V‡Q | ciÿ‡bB †Rwib Avcvi KÚ †kvbv †Mj , eo †g‡qUv‡K wR‡Ám Kij Zvi evev wblv` †PŠayixi  K_v, †g‡q DËi w`j- Igv Zzwg Rvbbv ? evev †Zv KZ Av‡MB Qv‡` D‡V‡Q nvIqv †L‡Z |

 

iv‡M N„Yvq Aw`ªi k³ `vuZ Ab¨ `vu‡Z Nl‡Z  jvMj ....  m¤§vb ivL‡ZB Zv‡K Pzc K‡i _vK‡Z nj  | wKš‘ Kvi m¤§vb ? wb‡Ri  ? bv wK  kqZvb Uvi ? wb‡Ri m¤§vb wK ivL‡Z cvij wb‡Ri Kv‡Q Aw`ª ? wb‡Ri Kv‡Q wb‡R‡K fxlY Vzb‡Kv Avi ‡QvU g‡b n‡”Q .... cÖwZev` Ki‡Z bv cvivi , cvëv AvNvZ Ki‡Z bv cvivi  hš¿Yv hZUv .... GB NUbv jy‡Kvevi , ev †P‡c hvevi A‡hŠw³K cwiw¯’wZUv Zvi †P‡q †ewk Acgvb RbK ....Aw`ªi Kv‡Q | KviY Aw`ª AšÍZ GUv Abyfe Ki‡Z wk‡L‡Q GZw`‡b †h ... Ggb cwiw¯’wZ cÖKv‡ki  ci D‡ëv †g‡q‡`i‡KÕB  wa°vi ‡c‡Z nq | Ggb A¯^w¯Í Ki NUbv †K gyL‡ivPK K‡i Zzj‡Z mevB e¨v¯Í n‡q I‡V, Zv‡Z evwoi eD †nb¯Ív n‡jI KviI wKQz hvq Av‡mbv | Aw`ª i `g eÜ n‡q Avm‡Q †hb .... ¯^Ë¡v‡K ewj w`‡Z PvB‡j eywS Ggb nq, GLbI nvucv‡”Q Aw`ª, Aek cv‡q  weQvbvq e‡m coj | gvÕ‡K Lye g‡b co‡Q Aw`ªi... evwj‡ki cvk †_‡K gy‡Vv†dvbUv wb‡Z ‡h‡q nv‡Z wKQz GKUv †j‡M Lo go K‡i DVj, K‡qKUv kwcs e¨vM nv‡Z evaj, ‡eW myBP wU‡c evj¦ Uv †R¡‡j w`j | c¨v‡KU ¸‡jv †U‡b wb‡q ‡`L‡Z jvMj ,-  `y †Uv  bZzb kvwo, wKQz Km‡gwUK, Avi UzwK UvwK wRwbm Av‡Q | I¸‡jv wK Aw`ªi Rb¨ G‡b‡Q Bgb ? gb Uv AvbPvb K‡i DjV †hb... GB cÖ_g Bgb wb‡R nv‡Z wKQz wK‡b G‡b†Q, Z‡e Aw`ª‡K †Zv wKQz ej‡Z cvi‡Zv ! bvwK A¯^w¯Z n‡”Q gy‡L dz‡U ej‡Z ? Aw`ª wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvi‡Qbv Bgb Zvi Rb¨ kvwo wK‡b Avb‡e |  nVvr gv_vq Gj,-  G¸‡jv  wbðq Rwn‡bi eD †K Dcnvi †`evi Rb¨ G‡b †i‡L‡Q.... ayi wK me fvewQj GZÿY ! fzj K‡i n‡jI Bg‡bi cÖwZ †QvÆ GKUv fv‡jvjvMv  Abyiv‡Mi iæc a‡i Qzu‡q †Mj Aw`ªi gb.... fzj ïa‡i wb‡Z †h‡q AbyfzwZ UzKz wewjb n‡qI †Mj, Z‡e GUzKz GB gyû‡Z© cÖ‡qvRb wQj nqZ | Avi ZvB  gvSLvb †_‡K wmwo N‡ii A¯^w¯ÍKi NUbvi †ik  wKQzUv  n‡jI m‡i †M‡Q |

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†ek K‡qKw`b a‡i cÖvq cÖwZw`bB Rwn‡bi we‡qi †Kbv KvUv Kiv nj, we‡qi cÖ¯‘wZ †bIqvI †kl | AvR mvßvwnK QzwUi w`b , QzwUi w`b n‡jI  Rwnb mKvj mKvj D‡V c‡o | †ejv K‡i Nygv‡bvi e` A‡f¨m †bB Zvi , Z‡e †fvi †ejv †_‡K Rwn‡bi gyLLvbv †KD †`‡Lwb GLbI | mKvj 8Uv evR‡ZB †h †Q‡jwU mevi Av‡MB †c‡U nvZ eyjv‡Z eyjv‡Z Lvevi †Uwe‡j G‡m nvwRi nq, AvR Mv‡q njy‡`i w`‡b 9 Uv †e‡R †M‡Q wKš‘  Rwn‡bi cvËv †bB | †Kv_vq Av‡Q †Q‡jUv ? †ejv evovi mv‡_ mv‡_  kvïox gv‡qi  MjvI PovI  n‡q DV‡Q | mviv evwoi  †fZi N‡i Avi evwni w`KUv meLv‡b G‡K I‡K w`‡q †LvuR Kiv †kl | nVvr †PuwP‡q e‡j DVj-

 

 -  evwo fwZ© GZ¸‡jv †Pv‡L wK Vzwj coj bvwK ?   ‡QvU‡K njy` †`evi †`LwQ KviI †Zvo‡Rvo †bB , †ejv wK c‡o _vK‡e ?

‡Rwib Avcv GwM‡q Gj

-  I gv ! Zzwg gv_v Mig Ki †Kb ? Rwnb †Kvb& †fv‡i †ewi‡q‡Q ... KvD‡K wKQz bv e‡j K‡q, †Kvb Bgvi†RwÝ  K‡j †h‡Z n‡q‡Q nqZ | Avi GKUz mgq †`L, G‡m co‡e |

- bv bv Avi †`ix Kwi wK K‡i ? Rwn‡bi Mv‡q njy` QzuB‡q wb‡q I evwo‡Z njy` cvVv‡Z n‡e ‡h, ZzB Gÿzwb †dvb Ki Rwnb †K |

- `yB evi  †dvb Kj cy‡ivcywi †e‡RB †Mj , Rwnb wiwmf K‡iwb|

 

nqZ GZÿ‡Y cwÎKv Awdm ¸‡jv †_‡K GK GK Rb we”Qz  mvsevw`K gy‡Vv‡dv‡b abvX¨ wblv` †PŠayixi Qwe Zz‡j Ab jvBb cwÎKvi Le‡ii wk‡ivbvg K‡i †Q‡o w`‡q‡Q |

ÒgMevRvi 11 bs †iv‡W wblv` Mªyc Ae BÛvw÷ª‡Ri Awdm Kÿ †_‡K `yB ZiæYx mn 1000 †evZj †dbwmwWj D×vi |Ó

Rwnb wKfv‡e LeiLvbv †`‡e †Rwib Avcv‡K ?

Rwn‡bi g‡b coj,- MZ iv‡Z wblv` evwo‡Z wQjbv, †Rwib Avcv A‡bK ivZ ch©šÍ Lvevi wb‡q A‡cÿv K‡iwQj |

evwo‡Z †KD wK GLb  wUwfi Lei †`L‡Q ?

Lei Uv wK Qwo‡qB c‡o‡Q ?

 

‡dv‡b †h wblv` †PŠayixi KÚ ï‡b‡Q , Ggb bgbxq KÚ Av‡M †Kvbw`b †kv‡bwb Rwnb | evwo‡Z gv wbðq ZzjKvjvg evwa‡q w`‡q‡Q, wKš‘ †Kvb Dcvq †bB , ‡Rwib Avcvi K_v ‡f‡eB GB Amn¨Ki †jvK Uvi Rb¨ Zv‡K _vbvq †h‡Z n‡q‡Q| KvuUv w`‡q KvuUv †Zvjvi gZ GKUv †KŠkj †ei K‡i mgvavb Ki‡Z PvBj Rwnb |  wblv‡`i Amr Dcv‡q DcvR©b †_‡K `yB jÿ  UvKvi wewbg‡q Nyl‡Lvi Iwmi mv‡_ Pzw³ Kij | _vbv †_‡K wblv‡`i bvg gy‡Q †djvi e¨ve¯’v K‡i wblv` †K †diZ wb‡q Gj Rwnb | hZ Lvivc gvbyl †nvKbv †Kb Avcvi †Pv‡L wblv` †PŠayix cwZ †`eZv |  Avcvi mij wek¦vm‡K AÿZ ivL‡ZB †fvi †ejv †_‡K †QvUvQzwU Ki‡Q | we‡qi cvÎ n‡qI AvR njy‡`i w`b Zvi evwn‡i hvIqv evwoi mK‡ji Kv‡Q Aïf n‡jI , †Rwib Avcvi Rxe‡b Aïf Qvqv †hb bv  c‡o †m  †PóvB  †ewk ¸iæZ¡c~Y© Rwn‡bi Kv‡Q | `yjvfvB‡qi Ggb Kz KxwZ© eQi `yB Av‡MB †Ui †c‡qwQj Rwnb- Aw`ªi gyL †_‡K ï‡b | eo Avcv wK K‡i †h GB †jvKUv‡K mn¨ K‡i !  ‡mw`bI wK †Ui †c‡qwQj †Rwib Avcv ,- †h iv‡Z Bgb fvB Gi Abycw¯’wZ‡Z wblv` †PŠayix Aw`ªi GKvwK‡Z¡i my‡hvM wb‡Z †P‡qwQj ? mvZ w`‡bi Rb¨ Bgb e¨vemvi Kv‡R wm½vcyi wQj, ZviB GK iv‡Z ‡QvU Lvjvi †PvL Acv‡ik‡bi Rb¨ gv nvmcvZv‡j wQ‡jb | wbN©vZ †m iv‡Z cvwb †L‡Z D‡VwQj Rwnb,  Zv bv n‡j Aw`ªi K_vI nqZ wek¦vm Ki‡Zv bv ‡mw`b | ivZ cÖvq `yBUvi w`‡K Aw`ªi N‡ii eÜ `iRv bK Kivi †Kvb Dchy³ KviY _vK‡Z cv‡ibv AšÍZ wblv` †PŠayixi | Aw`ª †mw`b `iRv Ly‡jwQj wVKB , Z‡e wblv` †PŠayix‡K GKUv wkÿvI w`‡qwQj | †mB wbwf©K _và‡oi kã ïbkvb iv‡Zi wb¯ÍãZvq  GKUz `y‡i  `uvwo‡q _vKv  Rwn‡bi Kv‡b ¯úófv‡eB †cŠu‡QwQj |

‡mw`‡bi ci †_‡K †jvKUv‡K g‡b g‡b †Kej N„Yv K‡i‡Q Rwnb, AvR ïaygvÎ Avcvi mij nvwm gvLv gyLLvbv AUzU ivLvi †Póv , ZvB‡Zv mvZ mKv‡j wblv` †PŠayix‡K †jvK mgv‡R †nq cÖwZcbœ nIqvi Av‡MB mwnmvjvg‡Z Avcvi mvg‡b nvwRi Kivi e‡›`ve¯Í Kiv | A‡_©i cvnv‡o evm Ki‡jI ÿ‡q hvIqv ¯^fve PwiÎ wb‡q †KD gv_v DuPz K‡i Pj‡Z cv‡ibv | cÖvPzh¨© cÖwZcwË Øviv cÖfzË¡ djv‡bv hvq nqZ, wKš‘ Rxe‡b ghv©`v kãwUi ‡`Lv †g‡j bv ;  hw` bv _v‡K ˆbwZKZv |

Dcwi †`Iqvi bvbv iKg digv‡qm mgvß K‡i _vbvi †fZi †_‡K `yjvfvB‡K †ei K‡i evwoi D‡Ï‡k¨ G‡Mv‡Z jvMj Rwnb | wblv` †PŠayixi fveLvbv Ggb †hb- †Kej gvÎ UvKv LvIqvi R‡b¨B GKRb wbivciva gvbyl‡K a‡i wb‡q cywjk  ïay ïay †nb¯’v K‡i‡Q | Rwn‡bi Kv‡Q meUv cwi¯‹vi n‡jI Avcv‡K ‡Zv GUvB †evSv‡Z n‡e |  n†jvI ZvB,  Z‡e Aw`ª‡K mZ¨Uv ej‡eB Rwnb|

evwo‡Z Xz‡KB Rwn‡bi Mv‡q njy` †`evi ˆn‰P Avi Zvovû‡ovq wblv` †PŠayixi MZ iv‡Îi AÜKvi Aa¨vq Pvcv c‡o iBj | ¯^vgxi e¨vemv m¤ú‡K© ¯úó fv‡e Rv‡bbv †Rwib, Z‡e †Ui cvq e¨vemvq †Mvcb  wKQz e¨vcvi Av‡Q | e¨vemvi  †Mvcb e¨vcvi¸‡jv  ˆea bv A‰ea Zv fveevi gZ Zxÿè wPšÍv †Rwi‡bi ‡ev‡a Avmvi mgq I my‡hvM †KvbUvB †bB |  KZ ivZ N‡i GKv GKv  KvwU‡q‡Q  ARvbv AvksKv ey‡K jywK‡q, KZ ivZ †Pv‡Li R‡j evwjk wf‡R‡Q †Rwi‡bi, kïi evwo‡Z KvD‡K eyS‡Z †`qwb, Avovj K‡i‡Q †Pv‡Li Rj | Kvbœv jy‡Kvevi †Póvq wb‡Ri m‡½ hy× Kiv hZUv K‡ói , hy‡× civwRZ n‡q Kvbœvi †nZz ej‡Z bv PvIqvi, ej‡Z bv cvivi A¯^w¯ÍUv Zvi †P‡q †ewk| KviY Zvi ‡Pbv Rvbv K_v kïi evwoi mK‡ji Kv‡Q A‡nZzK cÖjvc gvÎ | ZvQvov I‡`i †mvmvBwU‡Z Gme †Kvb g¨vUvi  bv |

A_© DcvR©‡b bxwZ‡eva, mZZv, G¸‡jv †hb GKUv cÖnmb gvÎ | †Rwi‡bi GB Dcjwã, †fZ‡ii GKvwKZ¡ †eva GKvšÍ Zvi wb‡Ri | Ii bv ey‡S Pjvi mijZvi mv‡_B kïi Kzj cwiwPZ | wb‡R‡K VwK‡q cÖZviYvi AjsKvi Mv‡q Rwo‡q nvwmgyL †`wL‡q cvwievwiK kvwšÍ iÿv Kiv †Rwi‡bi gZ †g‡q‡`i GKvšÍ KZ©e¨ | evwoi Ab¨ m`‡m¨i KzKxwZ©i myev‡` kvwšÍi nvIqv cÖev‡n NvUwZ n‡j Zvi `vqfviI  jwÿ eD †K wb‡Z nq, †m‡ÿ‡Î- Ajwÿ , Acqv kã ¸‡jv Kvu‡a †P‡c em‡Z GKUzI †`wi nqbv | Avevj-e„×-ewbZv cÖ‡Z¨‡Ki gy‡L PµvKv‡i AvewZ©Z nq- Ò GB eD myjÿYv bq,h‡e †_‡K evwo‡Z cv †i‡L‡Q AkvwšÍ †j‡MB Av‡Q Ó | A_P kvwšÍi nvIqv KLbI eB‡j Zvi wQ‡U †dvUvI  jwÿ eD Gi †Kk  ¯úk© K‡ibv , cv‡Q eD gv_vq P‡o e‡m !

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Rwnb njy` †Quvqv‡bv Avm‡b e‡m Av‡Q | mvg‡b bvbv ai‡Yi wgóvbœ Avi d‡ji mgvnvi , †cQ‡b njy` Mvu`vi  bKkv | Rwn‡bi Pvivcvk wN‡i GKUv dzidz‡i Av‡g‡R evwoi mK‡j njy` †`evi ûj¯’z‡j †g‡Z D‡V‡Q| Rwn‡bi gb †_‡K wKQz‡ZB mi‡Q bv wblv` †PŠayix‡K wb‡q N‡U hvIqv †bvsiv NUbvUv, Aw`ª‡K bv ejv ch©šÍ wKQz‡ZB †m ¯^w¯Í cv‡ebv | G evwo‡Z †kqvi Kivi gZ GB GKRb gvbyl Av‡Q | Rwnb Ab¨gb¯‹, Aw`ªi †Pv‡L wVK aiv c‡o †Mj | DuPz eviv›`vi Aci cÖv‡šÍ  N‡ii `yqv‡i `uvwo‡q  Aw`ª Rwn‡bi wegl© wPwšÍZ gyLLvbv Ae‡jvKb K‡i wVKB †Ui †c†q †Mj,  Rwnb GZ mKv‡j †Kv_vq wM‡qwQj ?  Avi wblv` †PŠayix‡K †Kv_v †_‡KB ev mv‡_ K‡i  wb‡q Gj ? njy` †`evi †Kvb GK dvu‡K †R‡b ‡b‡e Aw`ª....

njy` †Qvuqv‡bv D‡Ïk¨ K‡i Aw`ª Rwn‡bi w`‡K GwM‡q Avm‡ZB Aw`ªi kvïox gv mvg‡b evav n‡q c_ AvM‡j `uvwo‡q- KwVb K‡Ú e‡j DV‡jb-

-         Gw`‡K †Kv_vq hv”Q ? Rwn‡bi Av‡k cv‡k Gmgq †Zvgvi  Qvqv †dj‡Z †hIbv |

nZf¤^ Aw`ªi gyL †_‡K ÿxY K‡Ú †ei nj-

-         †Kb gv ?

-         Avevi wR‡Ám Ki‡Qv ? wKQzB wK †kLwb ? cvuP eQ‡iI Avgvi N‡i Av‡jv R¡vjv‡Z cv‡ivwb , Agb Kcvj wb‡q Avgvi †QvU  †LvKvi Kcv‡j †Zvgvi nv‡Zi njy` †Qvuqv‡Z †`‡evbv  |

 

Aw`ª  eviv›`vi wcjv‡i †Vm w`‡q  gy‡Vv k³ K‡i cv_i n‡q `vwo‡q _vK‡jv | cÖwZ Dˇi wKQz ejvi B‡”Q nj bv Zvi  | ejvi wKBÕev Av‡Q ! mvgvwRK wKQz e¨vcvi hyw³ m½Z bv n‡jI e‡qv‡Rvô¨‡`i e×g~j aviYvq fi K‡i hyM hyM a‡i Gme AcÖgvYxZ Z_¨ GK‡PwUqv AvwacZ¨ we¯Ívi K‡i wU‡K Av‡Q | evevi evwo‡ZI Aw`ª †QvU‡ejv †_‡K †`‡L Avm‡Q Zvi weaev dzdz cwiev‡ii ïf wKQz  ev eo mo †Kvb Av‡qvRb †_‡K wb‡R‡K `y‡i mwi‡q ivL‡Zb | ïiæ‡ZB †hb Zvi nvZ wKsev Qvqv bv c‡o †m w`‡K †QvU eo mK‡jB AwjwLZ `vwqZ¡‡ev‡a mZK© _v‡K | Ab¨ Dcv‡q cwiev‡ii †Kvb aŸsmhÁ N‡U †M‡j Zv †g‡b †bIqv hvq , wK›Zz weaev ev eܨv bvixi †Qvuqvq hw` ev we›`y gvÎ ÎæwU nq Zv †g‡b †bevi bq |  

 

Aw`ªi ey‡Ki †fZiUv †gvPo w`‡q DVj, †mvi‡Mv‡ji dvuK w`‡q wbtk‡ã wb‡Ri N‡ii w`‡K cv evov‡jv | N‡i wM‡q evwjk Qvov AvovAvwo  fv‡e weQvbvq ï‡q coj, Wv‡b ev‡g LvwbK ÿY Ny‡i wd‡i ï‡qI Aw¯’iZv KvU‡Q bv, gv_vi †fZi ‡hb GKUv AùzU hš¿Yv nvZzwo †cUv K‡i hv‡”Q....

 

mKj cÖKvi  ixwZ-AvPvi ‡g‡b Rwn‡bi  Mv‡q njy` m¤úbœ  nj | kvïox gv eo †Q‡j Bgb †K wb‡q mvskvwiK K_v evZv©q Wz‡e †M‡Qb | Kv‡Ri gvbyl ¸‡jv †KD †nu‡mj mvgjv‡”Q, †KD  evwoi mvg‡bi  iv¯Ív Svo– w`‡q cwi¯‹vi Ki‡Q, †KD mevi †Mvm‡ji †fRv Kvco ay‡q Qv‡` ïKv‡Z †M‡Q, †KD GLv‡b †mLv‡b  c‡o _vKv Gu‡Uv evmb Kzwo‡q ay‡q gy‡Q ivL‡Q ,  G†`i †KD †KD †eZb fz³ , Avevi †KD GK‡ejv `y‡Uv  fv‡jv  Lvevi cvIqvi †jv‡f webv k‡Z© KvR K‡i hv‡”Q, we‡q evwoi Lvevi e‡j K_v |

 

N›Uv Lv‡bK ci  kwkjv Lvjv †PuwP‡q evwo gv_vq K‡i Zzj‡jv ; GZÿY Aw`ª wb‡Ri N‡iB wQj, †PuPv †gwP ï‡b †ei n‡q Gj,-

kwkjv Lvjv iv¯Ív †_‡KB †Rvi Mjvq ej‡Z ej‡Z evwo XzK‡jv-

-         G wK me©bvk nj ! Ggb †Rvqvb ZiZvRv ‡g‡qUv Gfv‡e hv‡e ?

-         I  kwk wK nj ?.... Agb †PuPv‡”Qv †Kb  ? ( kvïox gv am gm K‡i D‡V D‡Vv‡b †b‡g G‡jb)

-         I... gv..... †Mv.... ! †h‡q †`L †M wUqv wK KvÛLvbv NUv‡jv | mvZ mKv‡j wU‡bi Pv‡ji gUKvq `wo Uvwb‡q Mjv  Szwj‡q‡Q|

kvïox gv Auvr‡K D‡V nšÍ `šÍ n‡q Qz‡U †M‡jb evwoi †cQ‡b wUqv‡`i evwo | gv‡qi cv‡k e‡m _vKv Bgb I cvM‡ji gZ Qz‡U †Mj, Aw`ª I †cQb †cQb GwM‡q †Mj|

 

wUqvi evev nvD gvD K‡i wUqvi gv_vi Kv‡Q AvQ‡o  c‡o †Ku‡` hv‡”Q, Bgb nv‡Zi bvox †`Lj , Zvici  †KD GKRb †K Mvox wVK K‡i Avb‡Z ejj | Kvjwej¤^ bv K‡i wUqv‡K Kvu‡a Zz‡j wb‡q evwoi mvg‡b iv¯Ív †_‡K PvRv©i Mvox †Z K‡i nvmcvZv‡j wb‡q Pjj | Ro nIqv me †jvKRb  Bg‡bi wcQy wcQy iv¯Ív gy‡L AMÖmi nj |

Aw`ª †P‡q †`L‡Q wK ggZvq, KZUv ey‡K AvM‡j wUqv‡K Kvu‡a Zz‡j wb‡q‡Q Bgb , †m wK †bnvZ wec‡`i mgq e‡j  cÖwZ‡ewki cÖwZ `vwqZ¡‡eva ?  bvwK Ab¨ †Kvb ggZv, wKsev †Kvb Uvb  †fZ‡i †fZ‡i mÂq K‡i ivLv  wQj hv AvRB me DM‡i Avm‡Q ?   

 

Aw`ª wUqvi evev‡K kvšÍ Ki‡Z †cQ‡b wd‡i Gj, wUqv †Kb Ggb K‡i‡Q †mUv RvbviI GKUv †KŠZznj †fZ‡i †LvuPv w`‡”Q Aw`ªi | †m hv fve‡Q ZvB wK ? bv  bv ayi... Gme wK fve‡Q ....m‡›`n †K cÖkÖq †`Iqv DwPZ bq |

 

wUqvi evev †K Aw`ª wKQzUv wØav wb‡q wR‡Ám Kij

-         wUqv GiKg Uv †Kb Kij  PvPv  ?

-         wK eje gv †Mv ..... †g‡qUv wK‡kvix eqm ‡_‡KB ¯^cœ †`‡LwQj  Bg‡bi eD nevi.... hvi ev‡ci Pvj Pz‡jvi Ggb fMœ `kv †m †Kgb K‡i eo‡jvK evwoi eD n‡q  XzK‡e ? Zv‡i bvbv fv‡e eySv‡bvi c‡i  GKmgq Pzc Pvc n‡q †Mj ... fvewQjvg me wVK n‡q †M‡Q ZLb....

-         Zvici GLb ?

-         GLb †h wK nj Zv †Zv AvwgI eywSbv gv †Mv ...

 

( wejøy PvPvi K_vq AvoóZvi Avfvm cv‡”Q Aw`ª, nqZ Aw`ª‡K Bgb Avi wUqvi m¤ú‡K©i meUv ej‡Z cvi‡Qbv ev ej‡Z PvB‡Q bv |)

 

-         Avcwb GKUz w¯’i n‡q e‡mb PvPv.... ( GK_v e‡j Aw`ª wUqvi N‡i XzK‡jv )

 

wUqvi N‡i Aw`ª Av‡MI K‡qKevi G‡m‡Q | Z‡e AvR †Kgb Ab¨iKg jvM‡Q , N‡ii †fZi GUv IUv †`L‡Z jvMj Ny‡i wd‡i.... weQvbvi cv‡ki †`qv‡j †h‡q †PvL `y‡Uv AvU‡K †Mj Aw`ªi , ‡`qv‡ji KvuUvq Szj‡Q eo †d«‡g evuav‡bv Bg‡bi GKUv Qwe , Avi Zvi cv‡k Av‡iKwU KvuUvq Szj‡Q GKUv bZzb kwcs e¨vM | kwcs e¨MUv ‡Pbv †Pbv jvM‡Q.... MZiv‡Z Bg‡bi Avbv e¨vMUvI GKB iKg †`L‡Z, Aw`ª AviI cwi¯‹vi nIqvi Rb¨ e¨vMUv bvwg‡q Ly‡j †`Lj-

-         GwK ! GUv †Zv †mB kvwoUv, MZKvj iv‡Z Bgb G‡b †i‡LwQj †h e¨vM `y‡Uv...G †Zv †mB ¸‡jvB !

Aw`ª Aek fw½‡Z weQvbvwUi GKcv‡k e‡m coj- cv‡k jvMv‡bv †Uwe‡ji Dc‡i nvZ ‡i‡L | nv‡Zi wb‡P GKUv DPz gZ wK †hb eva‡jv, `y‡Uv fvuR Kiv KvMR  wPwVi gZ g‡b nj| m‡›`n hLb evmv evu‡a Ges Zv wbfz©j g‡b n‡Z jv‡M wVK ZLbB Gme DcKiY †mB m‡›`n‡K mg„× K‡i †Zv‡j... cÖej B‡”Q nq Zv Lyu‡U Lyu‡U †`Lvi | †mB B‡”Q †_‡KB Aw`ª fvuR Kiv GKwU KvMR  Ly‡j †`Lj,...Bg‡bi nv‡Zi †jLv wPb‡Z GKUzI †`wi njbv , Zv‡Z hv †jLv Zvi mvigg© GB †h-

 

 `xN© weevnxZ Rxe‡b Aw`ª Bg‡bi Rxe‡b †Kvb iæcvšÍi , †Kvb wewPÎZv Avb‡Z cv‡iwb , esk iÿvq e¨v_© bvix, Avnjøv` Avi †Pv‡Li Rj wgwk‡q cwZ fw³ cÖ`k©b K‡iwb , I‡Mv... n¨uv‡Mv.... Gme D”Pvi‡Yi gva¨‡g cvLvi evZvm K‡i Mv Rywo‡q ‡`qwb.... G eo Avd‡mvm Bg‡bi ‡cŠiæl Rxe‡b | esk iÿv Kiv , kvïoxi cvuP K_v‡ZI gyL bv †Lvjv , ¯^vgx †mev, Avnjøv‡` M`M` ¯^‡i K_vi ˆL dzUv‡bv, ¯^vgxi eKzwb †Z †Pv‡Li R‡j eyK fvmv‡bv, Gm‡e Bg‡bi Rxe‡b wUqv‡K Lye †ewk cÖ‡qvRb |

 

Aw`ªi gv_v Ny‡i Gj †hb ! Gme wK mwZ¨B  ! †m R‡b¨B wK Aw`ªi g‡b evi evi Bgb‡K wb‡q m‡›`‡ni †XD †`vjv w`‡q D‡V‡Q ? Av‡iK wU KvM‡Ri fvuR Ly‡j ‡djj, Zv‡Z wUqvi nv‡Zi †jLvq †MvUv †MvUv ¯úó eo Aÿ‡i hv †jLv, Zv Aw`ª c‡o mn¨ Ki‡Z cvi‡Qbv- wUqv  AšÍ:¯^Ë¡v...I‡K wkNªB evwo‡Z †Zvjvi Rb¨ Bgb †K Aby‡iva K‡i‡Q wUqv | GUv gvm wZ‡bK Av‡Mi †jLv n‡Z cv‡i , nqZ Bg‡bi mvov bv †c‡q wUqv AvZœ nb‡bi c_ †e‡Q wb‡Z †P‡q‡Q| Aw`ª †gjv‡bvi †Póv Ki‡Q ,- Z‡e wK GR‡b¨B  Bgb eQi Lv‡bK Av‡M †_‡K Aw`ªi mv‡_ `yiZ¡ ˆZix K‡i †d‡j‡Q ? hv GZ w`‡b GK gyû‡Z©i R‡b¨I Zv Avwe®‹vi Ki‡Z cv‡iwb | GZ wbLyuZ wQj Bgb Avi wUqvi  m¤úK© ? wK K‡i m¤¢e  ? nqZ Bgb cyiæl e‡j Zvi KvQvKvwQ †_‡KI  †Ui cvqwb Aw`ª , Ab¨w`‡K wUqvi AvPiY Zvi evev wVKB eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q Zvi  †g‡q e‡j |  Aw`ª Avi e‡m _vK‡Z cvi‡jv bv wUqvi †kvevi LvU wU†Z | wegl© gy‡L †ei n‡q evwo P‡j Gj, Gevwo‡Z Aw`ª  ïay Zvi N‡i wb‡Ri weQvbv‡ZB gyL ¸‡R AvkÖq wb‡Z cv‡i K‡ói gyûZ© ¸wj‡Z |

 

Aw`ªi e¨w³Z¡gqx AvPiY Avi mvewjj D”PviY Bg‡bi cÖfzZ¡ ¯^fve‡K nq‡Zv  wKQzUv Le© K‡i , hv cyiæ‡li Kvg¨ bq AšÍZ M„neayi Zid †_‡K | †cÖwgKv fve‡Z `„owP‡Ëi Ges AvZœ wek¦vmx †g‡q‡K †e‡Q †bq cyiæl, wKš‘  eay fve‡Z Zvi wecixZ ¯^fv‡ei A_v©r me©smnv †KvgjgwZ †g‡q Lyu‡R †eovq | Zv‡K `yg‡o gyP‡o wb‡Ri  †cŠiælZ¡‡K ab¨ Kiv hvq wKbv !

 

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GKw`b  c‡iB nvmcvZvj †_‡K  wUqv evwo wd‡i Gj- we‡kl ¯’vb AwaKvi K‡i, kvïox gv †h wUqv‡K AeÁv K‡i G‡m‡Qb  AvR †mB wUqv‡KB wZwb AwZ h‡Zœ `y nv‡Z a‡i  Mvox †_‡K bvwg‡q I‡`i evwo‡Z wUqvi N‡i wb‡q ïB‡q w`‡jb| gv_vq nvZ eywj‡q †`qv, gvwbK †mvbv bv‡g WvKv,  wekÖvg †bevi e‡›`v‡ev¯Í Kiv, cywó mg„× I iæwPKi  Lvev‡ii e¨ve¯’v Kiv.... `ycyi n‡Z bv n‡ZB KeyZ‡ii †Svj, Mig fvZ ‡iu‡a  kwkjv Lvjv †K w`‡q I evwo cvVv‡bv.... kvïox gv‡qi Gme wKQzi Dchy³ KviY Lyu‡R cvqbv Aw`ª...

 Mixe Afvex N‡ii †g‡qi m‡½ wb‡Ri †Q‡ji Rwo‡q cov e¨vcvi Lvbv †R‡b †M‡jI †Zv kvïox gv‡qi iv‡M MRi MRi Kievi K_v | GB mgv`‡ii Avov‡j wK Ggb NUbv Av‡Q  ? hv Aw`ª‡K wePwjZ K‡i †dj‡Q ? kvïox gv mwZ¨B wK wKQz †R‡b‡Qb ? bvwK Av‡M †_‡KB me †Ui †c‡qwQ‡jb ?  bvwK AviI †Kvb  AcÖKvwkZ mZ¨ Av‡Q ?  Bg‡bi m‡½ wUqvi †iwRw÷ª n‡q †M‡Q wK ? Avi Zv bv n‡jB ev wK ? Aw`ªi mv‡_I †Zv †iwRw÷ª n‡qwQj eQi cv‡PK Av‡M, Zv‡Z  wK wKQz AvU‡K Av‡Q ? GKUv  KvM‡Ri Dc‡i wKQz kã, K‡qKUv jvBb , `y Pvi‡U kZ©  w`‡q mvivRxeb GKR‡bi gb †K †ue‡a ivLv hvq wK ? ‡eu‡a ivLv  bv †M‡jI gy³ Kiv hvq Abvqv‡m  |

 

`ycy‡ii Av‡M Av‡MB ei hvÎx mn Rwnb †ei n‡q †Mj ... evwoi mKj AvZœxq mRb Avi cvovi `y Pvi‡U gyiæeŸx mn eihvÎxi MvoxwU h_vmg‡q iIbv n‡q †Mj | evwo‡Z kvïox gv Avi Aw`ª iBj, `yR‡bi mv‡_ †Kvb Avjvc †bB , cÖ‡qvRb c‡owb ZvB nqZev | kwkjv Lvjv †nu‡mj N‡ii G‡jv †g‡jv Ae¯’v mvgjv‡Z e¨v¯Í |

 

Aw`ª kvïox gv‡qi N‡ii mvg‡b G‡m Rvbv‡jv - Zv‡K  GKUv Riæix cÖ‡qvR‡b  K‡j‡R †h‡Z n‡”Q GLb|

kvïox gv †h‡Z wb‡la bv Ki‡jI AbygwZ †`evi av‡i Kv‡Q †Nl‡jb bv |

-         hvevi cÖ‡qvR‡b  †Zv hv‡eB Zzwg, Avwg wb‡la Ki‡j wK ïb‡e  ?

-         Avgv‡K †h‡ZB n‡e , ZvB Rvwb‡q hvw”Q ...

         kvïox wbiæËi  | Aw`ª g‡b g‡b fve‡Q - Gi c‡i Avi †Kvbw`bI  Rvbv‡bvi `iKvi n‡ebv | Gi c‡ii evi wVKB bv Rvwb‡q hv‡e | n¨uv.... mwZ¨B AvR †hfv‡eB †nvK ¸iæZ¡c~Y© KvRUv mgvavb K‡i Z‡eB wdi‡e |  Avi ZvB K‡j‡R hvevi K_v e‡j evwo †_‡K evB‡i †h‡Z nj |

 

`ycy‡ii wbR©bZv‡K gy‡Vvq cy‡i Aw`ª K‡qK N›Uvi Rb¨ evB‡i ‡Mj | †Kv_vq hvIqv hvq fve‡Z fve‡Z †iv`wmi K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj , †iv`wmi ei †Zv DwKj , ZZUv bvgKiv bq | Aek¨ Aw`ªi KvRUv K‡i †`evi  Rb¨  †ewk bvgx `vgx DwKj Avek¨K bq |

 

Aw`ªi wdi‡Z wdi‡Z we‡Kj Mwo‡q †Mj, wKš‘ †Kv_vq wdi‡e AvR ? †Kvb N‡i ? Kvi N‡i ? N‡i XzK‡Z B‡”Q njbv Aw`ªi .... evwo‡Z Xz‡KB D‡Vvb gvwo‡q wmwo †e‡q Qv‡` wM‡q emj | GKUv eo  k¦vm †djj... g‡b nj GKUv †evSv †b‡g †M‡Q ......

 

Gw`‡K nvwU nvwU cv cv K‡i w`em GwM‡q hv‡”Q iv‡Zi D‡Vv‡b, RwnbI  eD wb‡q evwoi D‡Vv‡b cv w`j e‡j| mviv D‡Vvb gyLwiZ bZzb eD evwo Avm‡e ,Aw`ª I wb‡R‡K mvgwj‡q wKQzUv ¯^vfvweK nevi †Póv Ki‡Q|

m‡Ü¨ nIqvi  wKQzÿY cy‡e©  kwkjv Lvjv Qv‡`i ïK‡bv Kvco Zz‡j Avb‡Z ‡Mj | Aw`ª  bvi‡Kj Mv‡Qi †njv‡bv cvZvi wb‡P Qv‡`i †mB RvqMvwU‡Z Ajm fv‡e e‡m Av‡Q | Nvo Nywi‡q cv‡k bv ZvwK‡qB †Ui †cj kwkjv Lvjv Zvi cv‡k wM‡q e‡m‡Q |

-         wKQz ej‡e Lvjv ?

-         Zzwg wKQz ï‡bQ ? wUqvi e¨vcv‡i ?

-         bv ïwbwb.... Z‡e †R‡bwQ...

-         gv‡b ?

-         wUqvi N‡i Bg‡bi †jLv wPwV †`‡LwQ

-         nvmcvZv‡ji NUbv wKQz Rvbbv ?

-         bv

-         nvmcvZv‡j cywjk G‡mwQj, Zv‡`i K_vq eySjvg  wblv`  Lei w`‡q‡Q | cywj‡ki wRÁvmvev` KZUv  eyS‡ZB cvi‡Qv ?

-         Zvici ?

-         Bgb Avi Zvi gv‡qi g‡a¨ Avov‡j wKQz A‡jvPbv nq,  wUqvi Ae¯’v AvksKv gy³ nevi c‡i cywjk wKQzUv  big nq, Zvic‡iI wblv‡`i KvQ †_‡K †ek †gvUv As‡Ki UvKv wb‡q cywjk‡K  g¨v‡bR K‡i Bg‡bi gv |

-         e¨vm& ! Z‡e †Zv wg‡UB †Mj..

-         Zv Avi nj KB ? ILv‡b †Zv gnjøvi `y Pvi Rb gyieŸx mn `yÕevwoi †jvK mg‡eZ n‡q GKUv Av‡cv‡l G‡m‡Q, †Zvgv‡K †h wK fv‡e ej‡ev gv ...

 

-         Bgb Avi wUqvi m¤úK© Avwg †R‡bwQ kkx Lvjv...

 

-         GUv AviI Av‡M Rvbvi wQj, A_P GLb †hUv Rvbv `iKvi  †mUv Zzwg GLbI Rvbbv |

Aw`ª GB K_vi MfxiZv  Abyfe Kij , wKš‘ Qzu‡Z cvi‡jvbv| Qzu‡q †`Lvi cÖ‡qvRb g‡b Ki‡Q bv |  KwVb AwcÖq mZ¨Uv GLbI Rvb‡Z cv‡iwb Z‡e `yÕevwoi g‡a¨ Av‡cv‡l Avmvi K_v ï‡b AvuP Ki‡Z cvi‡Q Zvi Rxe‡b GKUv So G‡m‡Q , .... wVK †hgb m‡Ü¨i `iRv w`‡q iv‡Zi fqvbK Avuavi Xz‡K c‡o wbi‡e, wbtk‡ã |  kkx Lvjv Ges Aw`ª `yR‡bB PzcPvc | Aw`ª wK mwZ¨B Pzc K‡i Av‡Q ? bvn& ...GUv Pzc K‡i _vK‡Z cvivi gZ mgq bq.... . wb‡Ri mv‡_ Avjvc Pj‡Q.... wb‡R‡K †Kv_vq ivL‡e ? kixi Uv †Zv Qv‡`i Dc‡i  e‡m Av‡Q ... †Lvjv AvKv‡ki wb‡P Av‡Q... kïi evwo‡Z Av‡Q.... Bg‡bi weevnxZv ¯¿x wnmv‡e Av‡Q... .... wKš‘ wb†Ri ¯^Ë¡v‡K ivLvi RvqMv Av‡Q wK ? Aw`ªi ey‡Ki Mnx‡b †h Aw`ª Av‡Q Zv†K †Kv_vq wb‡q ivL‡e †m ?

kkx Lvjv †kl UzKz bv e‡j †M‡jI Aw`ª †klUv ¯úó †`L‡Q †Pv‡Li mvg‡b - nvZ fwZ© Pzwo c‡i, Kv‡b `yj Szwj‡q, †Vuv‡U wjcw÷K ivw½‡q nvZ cvLv Nywi‡q ¯^vgx‡K fvZ †e‡o LvIqv‡bv ... wLjwLwj‡q nvwm in‡m¨ ¯^vgxi Mv‡q cov jvj kvox †cPv‡bv eD wUqvi gyLLvbv | Z‡e Avi †`ix Ki‡e bv Aw`ª | AvMvgx Kvj Zvi me‡P‡q ¸iæZ¡c~Y©GKUv w`b, AZxe cÖ‡qvRbxq KvRUv  Zv‡K AvMvgx Kvj mKv‡ji  g‡a¨B m¤úbœ Ki‡Z n‡e | Ki‡Z n‡eB |  

GK GK K‡i  D‡Vv‡b  GK SvuK gnjøvevwm G‡m nvwRi nj Rwn‡bi eD †`Lvi Rb¨, gyjZ eD Gi evevi evwo †_‡K cvVv‡bv `vgx `vgx D‡cv‡XŠKb †`Lvi Rb¨.... I‡`i g‡a¨Kvi †Kvb GKR‡bi 7/8 eQ‡ii ev”Pv †K w`‡q kkx Lvjv †K Dc‡i WvK‡Z cvwV‡q‡Q Bg‡bi gv | bvP‡Z bvP‡Z †Lj‡Z †Lj‡Z wmwo †e‡q Qv‡` G‡m ejj-

-         bZzb eD G‡m c‡o‡Q ... †Zvgv‡`i WvK‡Q wb‡P... ( e‡jB †`Šo w`‡q †b‡g †Mj )

-         kkx Lvjv Zzwg hvI | (Aw`ª Ab¨ w`‡K ZvwK‡qB ejj )

-         ZzwgI Pj |

-         c‡i AvmwQ |

kkxjv Lvjvi me K_v †kl njbv Aw`ªi mv‡_ |

 

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†gvUv ZvRv, cvbwP‡ev‡bv  Lvjv PvPx †Mv‡Pi †MvUv K‡ZK gnjøvevwm nv K‡i †P‡q Av‡Q c‡_i w`‡K ZvwK‡q, nqZev evwo wd‡i Zv‡`i Nv‡o e¨v_vi Ilya wMj‡Z n‡e | ‡m c‡ii e¨vcvi .... GLb †Zv †ewk Riæix bZzb eD evevi evwo †_‡K wK wK wb‡q Gj Zv ¸‡b ey‡S †Q‡ji gv‡K D×vi Kiv | D‡Vv‡bi GK †Kv‡b `yRb †gvovq e‡m `y‡ai wkï‡K `ya LvIqv‡”Q AvuP‡j †X‡K, cv ‡b‡o †b‡o, ev”Pv VvÛv K‡i ZvivI †j‡M hv‡e wK wK Mqbv Mv‡q c‡i G‡m‡Q bZzb eD Zv †`Lvi Rb¨ | wKQz ÿ‡Yi  g‡a¨B mevi †PvL Kcv‡j DVj |

GZ¸‡jv †Pv‡L wbivkvi evwj wQwU‡q bxj isGi Aífvix GKUv Rvg`vbx kvwo cwicvwU K‡i  c‡i bZzb eD D‡Vv‡b cv ivL‡jv | kix‡i fvix Mqbvi Avo¤^i ‡bB , †Vv‡U Mvp is Gi cÖ‡jc †bB ,  `y Pvi‡U nvjKv Mqbv Mv‡q, ¯^í †NvgUv Uvbv  Aa© bZ GKUv  wgwó e¨vw³Z¡gqx  †Pnviv ...mv‡_ Kvco †Pvc‡oi gvSvix AvK…wZi GKUv †j`vi | m‡½  Mvox fwZ© D‡cv‡XŠKb †bB, `vgx Avmeve †bB ...  wVK Av‡iKUv Aw`ªi cÖwZgywZ© †hb... kvïox gv‡qi gyLLvbv M¤¢xi n‡q †M‡Q | gnjøvevmxi g‡a¨ ¸b¸b AvIqvR D‡V‡Q.... wQt wQ t  G †Kgb N‡i †Q‡ji m¤^Ü Ki‡j †Mv ... KË Avkv wb‡q Avmjvg .... Avgv‡`i K_v ev` `vI... †ivR †M‡i  ‡Q‡j‡K Gfv‡e fvwm‡q w`‡j ?  †KD †KD ej‡Q - †Q‡ji gvÕ‡K Gfv‡e Iiv Acgvb Ki‡jv ?

Aw`ª Qv‡`i Kvwb©k Gi KvQvKvwQ G‡m meUv †`L‡Q | B‡”Q Ki‡Q wb‡P †b‡g wM‡q GZ¸‡jv  gy‡Li K_vi SvcUv †_‡K †invB w`‡Z Rwn‡bi eD †K Rwo‡q a‡i .... Avevi fve‡Q bvn& ... Zvi cÖ‡qvRb †bB .... bZzb eD wb‡R‡K wVK fv½‡Z †`‡ebv .... wkÿvq I `„oZvq  Ave„Z Ii gyL Lvbv  mevi wZ‡iv¯‹vi †K D‡cÿv Kivi gZB mg„×| Av‡iKwU bZzb ¯^Ë¡v GKUz GKUz K‡i iæ×Zvi m‡½ cwiwPZ n‡q DV‡e.... KLbI  nqZ cÖwZevw`I n‡Z PvB‡e.....

ciw`b †fvi †ejv †_‡KB evwo‡Z eD fvZ Abyôv‡bi Av‡qvRb | Aw`ª‡K evwoi †Kv_vI †`L‡Z †cjbv  †KD | N‡i †Uwe‡ji Dc‡i ivLv dvBj c‡Îi cv‡k Avjv`v K‡i ivLv GKLvbv  bZzb dvBj †`L‡Z †cj  Bgb, IUvi wK¬c Ly‡j †ccvi Lvbv nv‡Z Zz‡j †`Lj-  wW‡fvm© †ccvi |

Av‡iKwU †QvU KvM‡R Aw`ª Bgb‡K Aby‡iva K‡i wj‡L‡Q --  Ò ¯^vÿi Uv K‡i w`I , Avgvi †_‡K †Zvgvi wb‡R‡K A‡bK Av‡MB gy³ K‡i wb‡qQ .... Gevi gy³ Ki ‡Zvgvi †_‡K Avgv‡K | Avwg gy³ Ki‡Z PvB- Avgvi Aeiæ× ¯^Ë¡v‡K Ó

             gv_vi A‡bK Dci w`‡q AveQv Kv‡jv Qov Qov †gN Qz‡U P‡j‡Q, ‡g‡Ni mv‡_ cvjøv w`‡q  ‡Kvjvnj gy³ †fv‡ii kvšÍ c‡_ GwM‡q Pj‡Q Aw`ª | UzKUvK AwZ cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwbm, KvMR cΠ Avi  K‡qKwU †cvkvK cyY© GKUv †QvU e¨vM Kvu‡a Szwj‡q †nu‡U Pj‡Q GKUv ÿz`ª gvbex, hvi †fZ‡i weivR Ki‡Q hyM hy‡Mi Aeiæ× ¯^Ë¡v | ‡cQ‡b ‡i‡L Avmv Pvi eQ‡ii †ewk mgq †K GKUv †ccv‡i gy‡o Qzu‡o ‡d‡j w`j Aw`ª| ïay †ccvi ej‡j fzj n‡e,- ÔwW‡fvm© †ccviÕ | wW‡fv‡m©  gyw³ Av‡Q , AšÍZ g„Zz¨ †bB |  mvg‡bi w`‡K  DrKÚv gvLv `„wó Zvi , GLwb bvg‡e e„wó, GKUz c‡i AvKvk UvI †gNgy³ n‡e | bZzb PvKzixi Gc‡q›U‡g›U †jUvi Lvbv †hb e„wó‡Z  wf‡R bv hvq, mvwU©wd‡KU Gi dvBj Lvbv cwjw_b †ccv‡i gywo‡q ey‡K AvuK‡o  `xN©k¦vm †d‡j Da©MwZ‡Z GwM‡q Pj‡Q GKUv mveavbx gb | wb‡R‡K.... wb‡Ri ¯^Ë¡v‡K  evuPv‡Z...| UjU‡j R‡j †PvL Svcmv n‡q Avm‡Q, wKš‘ nvZ DwV‡q †Pv‡Li Rj †gvQvi †Póv Ki‡Q bv , cvk w`‡q AwZµg Kiv `y Pvi‡U c_Pvixi †Pv‡L  c†o hvq hw` !  wUc wUc K‡i e„wó †dvUv co‡Z ïiæ Kij | AvKv‡ki Rj Avi †Pv‡Li Rj S‡i GK m‡½ Mv‡ji c‡i Mwo‡q wg‡j wg‡k GKvKvi n‡q †h‡Z jvMj.... Gevi ¯^w¯Í¡ n‡”Q GB †f‡e †h,  †KD AšÍZ cÖkœ Ki‡e bv -  Ò Aw`ª Zzwg Kvu`‡Qv †Kb? Ó| Aw`ªi gy‡L †P‡q †KD Rvb‡ebv ILv‡b  †Pv‡Li Rj Av‡Q , mevB fve‡e e„wó aviv.... wVK †hgb cnv‡oi wbišÍi Kvbœv‡K gvbyl e‡j SiYv|  Av‡iKUz mvg‡b G¸‡jB  wm.Gb. wR  wKsev U¨vw·  cvIqv hv‡e,  cÖ_g w`b  wVK mg‡qB †cvuQz‡Z n‡e Awd‡m,  K‡qK w`b Awdm Avevwm‡Ki GKUv iæ‡g _vK‡e,  Zvici `wÿY Rvbvjv hy³ GKUv  NiI wVK Lyu‡R wb‡Z cvi‡e ....